1UP.

(heart)

2009-02-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

AND I SWEAR THIS IS THE SWEETEST THING I'VE SEEN SINCE GOD-KNOWS-WHEN. <3

.. too bad some fairy tales doesn't always have happy endings. :(

Things including this makes me wanna be in love. Haha. Too bad LOVE is not applicable to me. Not just yet.

Happy Heart's Day! <3

2009-02-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

Isang bonggang-bonggang surprise ang sumalubong sa kin pag-uwi ko.
^___^ Salamat po! *huuuuuuug*~

And so I leave you with LOVE. :)

Because of you, in gardens of blossoming flowers I ache from the
perfumes of spring.
I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands;
how did your lips feel on mine?
Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks,
the white statues that have neither voice nor sight.
I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten
your eyes.
Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to my vague memory of
you. I live with pain that is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
do me irreparable harm.
Your caresses enfold me, like climbing vines on melancholy walls.
I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to glimpse you in every
window.
Because of you, the heady perfumes of summer pain me; because
of you, I again seek out the signs that precipitate desires: shooting
stars, falling objects.

-- Pablo Neruda.

corporate.

2009-02-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

Today was the JOB FAIR so we have to go to school wearing a corporate attire. I wasn't really enthusiastic. RLY. So I went to school late. HAHA. I IZ EVEEEEL. I guess the job fair was okay, i'll process my SSS requirements tomorrow and I applied in one of those MediMarketing companies, I WANT TO BE IN THE ADVERT TEAM! LOL~

My very much anticipated corporate get-up (which I predicted to be a disaster) turned out okay. ^__^

O HAI THUR. I LOOK LIEK A CAFE MAID-slash-TEACHER. *u*

DUNDUNDUNDUN. MAFIA BOSS!!! ROFL~
I have to wear kuya's coat to keep `em allergies unexposed to air.
AYHEYT EM ALLERGIES. >__<

sayang.

2009-02-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

krass kita noon dahil sa kung ano ka, kaso di ka naman kuntento sa sarili mo. SAYANG.

Haha. Okay fine. Feeling ko naman di mo mababasa tong blog ko kaya.. okay lang.

Sayang. ▼

dysmenorrhea sucks.

2009-02-09T20:03:00.003+08:00

DYSMENORRHEA SUCKS @$$ BIGTIME.

Buong maghapon akong gumugulong sa sakit. >__<
Bumaba na ang heavenly karma ko sa kakamura ko sa sobrang sakit. T____T

OH THE PERKS OF BEING A GIRL. TSEH. *sarcastic*
SANA TALAGA LALAKE NALANG AKO SA MGA GANITONG PANAHON. /wrist

monday.

2009-02-09T09:34:00.004+08:00

Woke up 5:30am today and went jogging with mama. Mostly of which I just walked. HAHA. ~~Lazy ako eeh.~~ Done at around 6:45.

Next stop -- PUBLIC MARKET. D: It's been a while since the last time I visited one. Bahay-school lang ako. BOO ME. Bought fish, hipon, eggs tsaka gulay. D::: NOOOOO GULAAAAAAY. *flails* Haha.

Went home and cooked some adobo tuna fried rice for breakfast + Minute Maid = Happy Stomach. :]

And now I share my epic recipe!! XD

Ingredients:
○ 1 can of Adobo flavored Tuna
○ 2-3 cups Cooked Rice
○ 2 Eggs

Light up the stove, put the pan and heat the tuna.
Mix in the rice and egg. *drumrolls*
DYARAAAAAAN!!! Adobo Fried Rice!! Haha. Easy ayt? ^__^

I didn't mention that we actually have UKAY-UKAY in the comfort of our home. LOL. Seriously! XDD~ And today we decided to open a sack of stuff toys. YAAAAAY!! *insert gleeful music BGM here* Haha.

That be the stash. And teh parfol one is mine. ^__^ XD~

And to resist the tiredness ( I dun want to be fossil .___. )~~~ I choose to spend time with Google Earth and located our house! WOOT!

OYOWN BOHOY NOMON OH. ROFL~XD

muntik na kitang minahal.

2009-02-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

Ang galing talaga nila. <3 Muntik na kitang Minahal" ~ yii.
Super nakakakilig parin. ^__^

Eto ang suspect ng aking pagkahilo. @____@ Pero ansaraaaaap. *dies*

the devil wears new shoes.

2009-02-08T14:38:00.003+08:00

This is `em. Meh EVIL SHINY SHOOOEZ. :D

Kinailangan ko bumili ng bagong sapatos para sa Job Fair at thesis defense (kahit sa march pa yun) HAHA.

And this be MOI. I LOOK LIEK A TEACHER. >__<

paintball.

2009-02-07T22:08:00.003+08:00

Ang saya ng araw na to. Super adventure. :D

Thanks Jen (Happy Birthday! ^__^~*), James, Kristina, Ana, Marian, Erica and Iris!! Ang fun nyo kasama~~ nag-enjoy ako sa La Mesa Ecopark! First times!! Di ko tnry mag zip line >___<>HAAAAAAAAPY DAAAAAAY!!! ^____^

La Mesa Ecopark ulit next time!! XD :D Paintbaaaaaaallllll aylabeeeet!!! HAHAHA.

This be terrorists and counter-terrorist. *evil laugh*
KYOT pa kami bago maglaro, pagkatapos.. DUNDUNDUN. Total wreck!

IMY.

2009-02-06T23:37:00.005+08:00

Minsan naisip ko na ang gulo gulo ng takbo ng utak ko.
Minsan may gusto ako, tapos sabay ayaw ko na.
Minsan gusto mo na, ayaw ka naman.
Minsan hindi pa nga pwede, parang gusto ipagpilitan.
Minsan may mga pinagsisisihan, sabay babawiin.
Minsan naisip ko kaya ko naman pala, sabay guilty ako sa ginawa ko sayo.
Minsan akala ko mahal parin kita, baka namimiss lang siguro kita.

Oo nga. Namiss lang kita, pero di na kita mahal.

AYUS.

Sige na nga, magulo na isip ko ngayon.
Pero wala parin talaga. Naghihintay lang din ako, pero habang naghihintay -- unti-unti ring naiipit. HAAAAY BUHAAAAAY~ ang labo labo mo talaga kahit kelan. *sigh*

Life is Sweet.

2009-02-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

“It is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.”
— Laura Ingalls

Celebration ng birthday ni Jen bukas ~~ magppaintball at picnic kami sa La Mesa Ecopark. Ang cupcake na yan ay prototype lang ng gagawin ko pang cupcakes bukas na issurprise ko kay jenai. ^___^ Hopefully magustuhan nya! XD

SB + KK Family Night Out

2009-02-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

[02.02.09] Super fun kahit may exam ako kinabukasan. *DUNDUNDUNDUN* (>__<) di pa ko tapos mag-aral! HAHA.

★ Binida ko na naman ang "heartpose" ~~ ayun. infected silang lahat. Huma-heartpose nadin.

★ Walang camera kaya nagkanda-lowbatt ang mga cellphone. (rofl)

★ May bago na akong mahal ~~ Caramel Macchiato. ++ 10packs sugar. = HYPER BLISS.

P.S. Gusto ko yun tin can ng Vday donuts ng KK. I WILL HAZ YOO SOON. *evil laugh*

[[ FAMILY LOVIN` HERE ]]

Hello February, will you send me LOVE?

2009-02-01T09:05:00.003+08:00

`This is called living, and I am enjoying every minute of it.`

The month had ended, 31 days passed since the beginning of 2009.

<---- PAUSE. Writer's block. A mad rush of thoughts going into my head that the slow typist I am can't cope up. ---->

The more letters I type and more thoughts rushing in... I totally lost myself in confusion. (doh) This is why I seldom write something good. Or something really useful. Or just SOMETHING. I always have this enthusiasm, yet I always lost myself when I get closer to it.

The ambivalent me decided to do this differently. For I never really had the skill of thought-organizing nor the decency of telling a story (I always shoot up new things every now and then, just like this) and maybe, just maybe I might have schizophrenic tendencies. Hahaha. So here it goes: (feel free to answer the questions as well)

Q: How’s life been treating you so far?

A: It had been all good. 31 days of January is history and today’s the mad start of February. It gives me anxiety to think that two months from now I am possibly wearing the toga, receiving the fake diploma and looking great in chucks. I can’t help but smile to the mere picture-thought of it, because finally, after 4 long years... THIS IS IT!! Haha. It gives me the goosebumps and the headache too~~ thesis issues!! It iz pulling meh down!! D: *panics* But I think that it’s true (somehow), that during these thesis days – you will certainly get to know people’s true attitudes and stuffs like that. Nakakapanghinayang lang na yung akala mong kilalang-kilala mo e hindi pala talaga ganun. Oh well. Life’s like that.

★ And my left leg still hurts. >__<>And yeah, I prefer my family this way. It's way much, much better. :)

★ I love my brewster-slash-all star friends and I'm beginning to miss them. ALOT.

★ I've been having awesome GAS (Gear acquisition syndrome) lately. >__<>February. Will I survive? Whoever made it such a point that V-day are for lovers ~~ BOO them.

And so I leave you with this..

★ I wish you LOVE this month of February. Are you inlove? ★

This is a matter of...

2009-01-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

I wish I could wear my heart on my sleeve.
Yet the downpours made me forget how it's done.
It's tragic there's no such thing as a heart reset button.

-----------------------------------------------------

There will be an EHEADS Concert Part 2 on March. Hopefully I will be able to watch this one. :D

`5th of January.

2009-01-05T21:08:00.003+08:00

`I'd like to write what my heart contains,
yet I'm too overwhelmed that my fingers fumble as I type.`

2009.

2009-01-04T11:23:00.002+08:00

This is rather pretty late.. but i'd like to greet everyone

*HAPPYNEWYEAR !!!*
In all it's glitter and sparklies. teehee~

This new year, I decided to make it a better one. 2008 was indeed a very good year for me despite all the unfortunate events that had happened. Mid-year of 2008 was one hell of a ride, but God is good to send me good friends along the way that made me feel secured and happy beyond what I expect. I am grateful to have you guys. All I can say is THANK YOU ALL-STARS. Mahal ko kayo. And i'm dead serious. I'm looking forward to another year and spending it with you guys. Kahit yung iba dyan oh, lilipat na. Haha. It's sad, alam mo naman yun, but i'm happy fer yoo. Magkaka-house na kayo! Manlibre ka! hahaha.

Anyways, i'm planning to make this year a productive one. No more procastinating -- even though the weather has been urging me to sleep more. Hihihi..brrr..~~ I have decided to take my acads more seriously this time, especially my thesis and the last 2 grading periods left. GOODBYE petix life!~ LOL. I'm optimistic for my graduation this year, I can't even wait any longer. YIII~ :D

CHEERS TO ALL OF US! LET'S HAVE A WONDERFUL and BLESSED 2009!

Dear God.

2008-12-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

Nakabasa ako ng something na nagbigay sa kin ng inspiration para sa darating na 2009.

Dear God,

...Thank you po.

Love,
Mimai.

Golden Boy PWND!

2008-12-07T13:34:00.001+08:00

WOOT! Pacquiao won again!! 8D Another victory for the Filipinos! FTW!

Hello December! ^__^

2008-11-30T23:24:00.012+08:00

Today was fun despite of my rollercoaster mood that went from ecstatic to badtrip. Gahd, I hate overcrowded malls. ¬_¬

Nevertheless, I witnessed one of the most exhilarating moment of my entire 20 years of existence (etchos! hahaha~). We freaking saw a freaking Double Rainbow FOR THE WIN! XDD

Here's a video and a photo for evidence~ (just because i'm cool like that. LOL)

O HELLO FANCIES. ▼

The 2008 Annual VW Car Show was super fun!! I was on a non-visible epileptic seizure when we got there~~ O HAI THURR, I FANGIRLZ JOO VW CARS. *squeals* XDD~ :D
Despite being under the rain for twice in a row today, `twas worth it. Haha. I kept pointing at em fer sale VW's *winkwink* Too bad we got there late, we missed most of the fun! (angry)
~~I was to blame anyway. We were suppose to go at 2PM, but I fell asleep!!~~ FOSSIL MODE: Activated.
And I saw Kuya Dareen (TomTom) there too. I was spotting for Boss Tado but perhaps, "mainit parin ang Maynila"~ hahaha. I was on a lookout for Sir RA's yellow bug (and Sir RA himself too) that I <3333 so much, but my eyesight phailed me and I was pre-occupied enough taking pictures and trying not to get `X wet. -___-;; No extra umbrella. PHAIL.

For more pics of the VW Carshow, CLICK CLICK!! *u*

Last night we were at Dakila's Active Vista Strangebrew Marathon. *nostalgic* Brewsters overload. :D It's good to see my friends again after a long hard week at school. >___< Why yes, I miss them that easily. <3 Met my highschool friend. Ate my week long craving -- DQ's Rockyroad blizzard!! XD *nomnomnom*
We get to watch 3 episodes of Strangebrew (s'ppose to be 4 but the Tubero episode was rated "R-18" daw. LOL~), Radioactive Sago Project, The Youth (woot! IMY Boss Tado!XD~) and Parokya Ni Edgar (ehem. favorite ni ano...) played. We also get to watch 2 more films of Raymond Red~ the other one we only get to watch half of it so I wasn't able to get the title. Bayani was good!! although I was already sleepy by the end of it, not because of the movie but due to lack of sleep. tss. Home at past 12. Ma gave me a little talk about learning to go alone on my "lakwatsa's" and stop making hatid-sundo~ tss. >__<

And now I end my post with this..

kthnx for making Twilight an overkill.. good thing i've read it way baaaack when it's still fresh. Geez.. And look what you did to the movie?!?! >__<
Gaspard Ulliel could've made a better Edward but /meh. I wouldn't want to see him look gay either. Poor Robert~ *shakes head*

i <3 my brother.

2008-11-29T13:06:00.002+08:00

My Brother is ashamed of the annoying sister who likes to take photos. (rofl)

Isa na akong tunay na college student.

2008-11-24T15:24:00.001+08:00

First time ko mag cut ng klase sa loob ng apat na taon ko sa kolehiyo nung Sabado~ at review classes pa yun. Haha. Kahit papano, cutting classes parin yun. Congrats sa aking sarili.

It's December I'm In Love. <3

2008-11-22T00:49:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Ms. Dementia from Plurk for the heads up~ ^__^

I'll give this a shot since I've been waiting in vain to get myself 'em Moleskins. /meh. *expensive* So here goes~

"What is your favorite month of the year, and what makes it so special?"

I'd say that I'd pick December to be my favorite month. A lot would've already chose this month for the same reasons.. Christmas, blah blahs. But for me, hmm... Yes, Christmas is also one of my reasons for picking this month but other than that, I'd name a few more. (I'll do this in my typical bulleted-form-coz'-i'm-lazy format. Haha.)

The kid in me always gets ecstatic during December, especially when it sees the Lanterns and Lights. And Simbang Gabi. Puto-bumbong. The cold weather. The Longer Nights. Toys. Lots of toys. ^__^
Some years ago, I gave my heart to someone special on the 24th of December. It was special and the most memorable Chistmas Eve I've had so far~ <3.
And December is the best month to spread the Love, not only because it's Christmas but the essence of giving becomes more significant and the spirit of sharing is everywhere! Infectious! XDD~

Because I'm a Prisoner of Time.

2008-11-14T15:39:00.006+08:00

First, I'd entertain my the overdue tags i received: Thank you Ashen! ^___^

Post the link of the person who loved you & post the rules on your site. Tag 7 people at the end of your post & post their links too of course. Let each person know they have been loved by leaving comments at their sites.

Another one FTW! XD

1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten facts about themselves.
3. Blogger that is tagged has to write at their own blog their 10 facts.
4. Tagged needs to choose 10 people to tag & list their names.
5. Don`t forget to live the tagged comments.

10 facts:
1. I ~~love to~~need sleep.
2. Chocolates & Candies makes me go ~lalalalalala =))
3. I can get crazy if I want to.
4. I love vintage.
5. I love `X liek 294613975197527935x. Haha.
6. I am WEIRD and <333 it.
7. I often wish for a lot of monies to buy techy toys.
8. I hail Abby Sciuto of NCIS. Forensic scientists PWNS!
9. I love to geekdance when i'm alone. heehee~
10. I love my family above all despite how chaotic it is.

And I tag...everyone! Haha. Such a lame excuse to not go around teh interwebs and leave comments at people's bloggies. I hope you guys understand. >__< /me ish busy busy busy.

And so I plug~ Dakila's Active Vista -- Manood po tayo! XD

Board Review Classes are ...nakakasabaw. T__T
November seems to be an EMO month. It's infectious. ¬_¬
My new love, Elvis is teh love! XD Vinyl Players FTW!
My last sem is the most toxic sem i've ever imagined. >__< it will peel you alive. ROR~ I'm stressed already!! *pulls hair*

And yeah, i'm itching to cut my hair. YES HABITZ I HAZ EM. *must resist*
ja ne!~

fast forward rewind Part 1.

2008-10-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Isang linggo na rin pala ang nakakaraan magmula nung umuwi kami nina Solomon, Renie, Tejal at Akelle galing Baguio *haylabjoo cold climate~xoxo* -- pero PHAIL parin ang aking ipinangako sa aking sarili na magsusulat ako ng blogpost tungkol sa aking makasaysayang sembreak-slash-bakasyon engrande. Well, babawi na ako at eto na yun.

Ano: Day of Departure
Petsa: October 18, 2008 -- Saturday
Lokasyon: Mogwai, Cubao X || Victory Bus Liner Cubao Terminal

Eto ang araw ng aming pag-alis. Maaga akong dumating sa terminal para kunin namin ang aming mga tickets. Dismayado ako dahil hindi ko nakita ang aking nanay bago man lang ako umalis papuntang Baguio. T____T Pagkatapos kunin ang mga dapat kunin, Mogwai mode naman~ tumambay kasama sina Eman, Ivanjoseph at Jaypee. Tinupad nila ang kanilang pangarap na kumain ng Nachos. Haha. At masarap ang Exquisit(?), basta yung cola na kulay blue. Pagdating ng alas diyes y media, balik na sa terminal. Lalarga na ang bus. Paalam Manila. Baguio, humanda ka.

Habang nasa byahe inaabangan namin mag-alas dose para batiin si Jaypee ng Happy Birthday. Ako naman ay di makapakali kakaisip kung matutupad ba ang pinlano kong surprise para sa kanya. *fingers-crossed*

Nagkwentuhan sa bus.
Nagkwentuhan.
Nagkatakutan.
Nagkulitan.

Nang biglang nagtext si Fuschia, "mission accomplished daw sabi ni Eman".
Ang tuwa ko ay walang mapaglagyan. ^____^ Salamat Alodia at pinagbigyan mo ang aking request na batiin ang fanboy mo na si Jaypee. Haha. *pisu* vlaire~!

At natulog.

Isang commercial break: Kagabi lang nalaman ni Jaypee na ako ang may salarin kung bakit siya binati ni Alodia. Haha. Nagtext pa siya sa akin ng Thank You pagkauwi ko galing Brewrats. Na-tats ako. Walang anuman. *sniff sniff* XDDD Masaya ang may napapasaya. Period.

Petsa: October 19, 2008
Lokasyon: The Summer Capital op da Pilipins, Baguio!

Okay, balik sa aking kwento...
Dumating kami sa Baguio ng madaling araw. Medyo Malamig.
Naglakad. Naglakad. Naglakad. Hanggang sa makahanap ng 24hr na resto at dun sila kumain. Ako, naki-wifi lang. Plurk beybeh~!

Pagkatapos nun pumunta na kami dun sa bahay na tutuluyan namin. Yes. Solo ko ang isang kwarto. *ah. the feeling of freedom!* LOL~ :)) Di na muna kami natulog, imbes nagpunta nalang ng Mines View Park at nanguha ng litrato. Kakaiba talaga pag nakakita ka ng puro green lang, tapos bundok-bundok; mataas ang araw at parang cotton kendi ang ulap. *AHHHHHHH~* Pagkatapos nun naglakad lakad kami, first time kong maranasan yung paghuminga ka e umuusok yung hininga mo. Hahaha. *ignoramus* Nakakatuwa. Parang nagdidiwang ang mga anghel sa ulap. LOL. Tapos sumakay na ng FX-slash-taxi papuntang Burnham Park (Nga pala, mura lang ang mag FX-slash-taxi dun. Sulit na sulit.) Nakita ko ang maraming bike na di nawawala sa eksena kapag may pelikula o tv drama na sa Baguio shinu-shoot. Amazing. Parang mga bike lang around CCP, ang pinagkaiba lang eh nasa mas mataas na altitude ang mga bike sa Baguio. *labo*~ Anyways, hightide ang lake kaya di advisable mag-boating. At takot din akong malunod, isa pa yun. Kaya nag-ikot nalang kami, nagpichur ulit tapos nag-almusal. Laftrip kami habang kumakain. Medyo sabaw dahil inaantok na. Kaya pagkatapos kumain, umuwi na muna kami para matulog.

Fast forward.

Nagising ng bandang tanghali. Umakyat ng Mines View para maglunch, sina Tejal at Akelle lang ang kumain ng kanin. Kaming tatlo nina Solomon at Renie, nagtiyaga sa nilagang mais at ice cream. Oha. Tapos balik ulit sa bahay para magpahinga at magcamwhore (isang napakabuting gawain. Bow.)

Kinagabihan, nag SM Baguio kami para maghapunan at para narin sa photo ops. Naiwan ni Solomon ang tripod pero keri parin. Tokyo-tokyo dinner. Na-meet namin si "RA liit" na super cute. Nakipagcamwhoring kami kasama siya. Nakakatuwang bata. *glomps* <3333~XD Pagkatapos kumain, umuwi na kami. Nagkulitan, nagkwentuhan, nagcamwhoring ulit, nagtakutan hanggang alas-dos ng madaling araw tapos natulog na kami. Hahaha. Maaga daw gigising pero napasarap ang tulog naming lahat at tanghali na kami nagising. (Note: Marasap matulog sa Baguio. I swear.)

Bukas naman ang Part 2. Pagod na ang mga brain cells ko.

...and yet it still feels the same.

2008-10-28T18:40:00.002+08:00

All of a sudden I decided to keep my mouth shut.
Just like how it was some few months ago when I decided not to talk because of the fear that I was the cause of all the trouble.

And still effing feels the same way. I really don't like this feeling.
*sigh*

Now I will resort to comfort foods to regain back my happy 'me'. ~~This sucks.~~

i'm 4 hours and 700 lightyears away.

2008-10-25T07:50:00.003+08:00

Slept at 3am this morning and woke up at 7am.
Para lang akong nakalutang. Soooo weird.

And this is the result whenever I get sabaw + bored combo.

OMG she's so drunk!!

2008-10-16T22:56:00.009+08:00

"Excuse meee... Hellooo... OMG she's so drunk!!"
gaaaaahd. ROR. You WIN at life Shaun. FTFW!~

Dahil tulad mo, nararamdaman ko rin ang kaligayahang iyong natatamo.

2008-10-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

Ang post na ito ay dance-worthy~* kaya eto.,

Mabuhay!!! sa bagong layout na binalak kong pagpuyatan kagabi (pero PHAIL din dahil nakatulog ako) ¬_¬ pero at least natapos ko na siya ngayon. ^__^~ good for me.

Before all else PHAIL, unahin ko na muna to.

This is from Patty. ♥~ Thanks! ^-^v~
And also to Erika for awarding me one too. XD

Rules:
1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded it to you.
3. Link 10 other bloggers whom you wanted to share this award to.
4. Give a reason why you consider that person’s blog cool.

Hmm.. 10 bloggers ne? Okay, let's do this randomly. Hmmm... Pawbeybs. Rochelle. Mia. Enday. Sweetlady. Ericka. Loraine. Loreyn. Dee.

Why? Do I still need to elaborate on this? Naaaaah.

Moving on, hmm. Ano ba?

Monday: Pumasok lang ako para magpasa nung special assignment. tss. Nabadtrip lang kami halos dahil sa daming demand ni Prof. Masakit sa bangs. Kailangan pa tuloy naming kunin yung ibang files at mag re-burn ni Jessika para lang masunod ang gusto ni Ma'am ________.
Haha. ¬_¬ "Anlabo talaga nun ~~minsan~~.. ay, most of the time pala." ROR.

Epic si ma'am Castro dahil binigyan niya kami ng special assignment para naman tumaas ng kaunti ang grade ~~namin~~ ko na lagapak. Haha. Well, exaggerated ang lagapak -- o sya, mababang grade. WOOT WOOT!! XDDD

Mainit ang panahon, damang-dama ko ang Global Warming. Badtrip. Naprito ang mata ko habang nagmamaneho, pag-uwi ko bagsak ako sa higaan. Sipon + Ubo combo + yung chest pains na pabalik-balik. kthnx~

Tuesday: The day that we've all been waiting for... NOT! Hahaha! GRADUATION PICTORIALS -- FTFW. Epic Album Comment Flood yesterday. Mawawasak ata ang multiply ko~ hahaha. Tapos biglang nagkaron ako ng impulse need na kulayan ang buhok ko ng farfol~~* >__<>1) walang pera.
2) bawal sa school.
tss. Oh well. Bummer.

P.S.: Binati kami ni Solomon at ang iba pang plurkers ni DJ Sparky kagabi sa Brewrats. *ayus!*

Wednesday: So far, so good. Gustong-gusto ko ang paggawa ng wala kapag walang pasok. *insert satisfied sigh here* haha~ sembreak feels so darn good. Queber muna sa pag-gising ng napakaaga dahil ganito na ulit ako pag busy-busyhan mode na. [cue: thesis DUN DUN DUN]

Concerned ako sa isang tao. Basta lang. Sana OK naman siya. ~_~

Baguio this Saturday~ can't wait! XDDD

P.P.S.: I want fluffy bedroom slippers and an Akatsuki robe to wear to sleep. And one for Keroro too. kyaaaa~~ *shame + foreheadslap* 8D

I WILL WATCH AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER NAO NA.

Finally.

2008-10-11T21:21:00.001+08:00

SEMBREAAAAAAAAAAK NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Malaya na ang mga alipin ng kolehiyo! Mabuhey!! XD

kthnx migraine.

2008-10-06T17:37:00.009+08:00

"I ♥ Nestle's CRUNCH~ No matter how it hurts."

I never learn. It's the same thing over and over again.

I could risk myself to get freaking migraine just to satisfy my cravings for Nestle Crunch! Chocolates~
and LO and BEHOLD!!
instant migraine of the day. /tss. kthnx migraine~

SPN1 and PHARCARE4 final exams FIN!
2 down and what? 5 more to go? and a make-up quiz on friday. *hustle hustle*
I can feel the semestral break at arms reach already! ^-^
BAGUIO on the 17th!! *YEHAY!*

[¬_¬] then again, I still have thesis jobs and my major internship to worry about. HAY HAY HAY...

And no Brewrats tonight for me, BUMMER.

Until tomorrow blogfriends!~ xoxo

ishtoopid.

2008-10-05T21:05:00.004+08:00

KAMOTE. Humigit-kumulang tatlong minuto tinitigan ko ang sample sachet na ito na inabot sa kin kanina nung papunta kami ng anicon 2008.

Hindi ko mapagtanto kung para san ang bagay na yun. Natuwa pa ako kasi akala ko facial wash, pero kalakip nito ang isang Pinkish-White Meter (sounds gay ayt?) Tama ang iyong nabasa. So inassume ko na lotion yun.

Out of curiosity eh napabasa ako sa ingredients., water, stearic acid, cyclopentasiloxane... blah blah blah. Pero di ko parin alam kung ano yun.

Tapos biglang dumating ang tagapagligtas ng mga tanga. *commonsense~*

Ayun. Pinkish-White Glow Lightening Cream pala yun. Kamote talaga.

Collecticon 2008

2008-10-05T09:22:00.010+08:00

Just a quick drop.., I was on ninja mode yesterday and decided to drop-by at RobErmita for the Collecticon 2008 -- haha. I avoided myself from looking at the stuffs. I know i'd die over frustration that I can't still start my figures collection. Tss. Nevertheless, I had fun with my group of not-the-usual friends! haha~

>
The stash I got from Collecticon~ *fun fun fun*
Err.. the phone's not included. ROR.

I should be...

2008-09-14T17:42:00.004+08:00

... STUDYING right now but I am procrastinating like there's no tomorrow. *YAY!* me. /sarcastic. And i've been playing The Ataris, Me First And The Gimme Gimmies, Social Distortion, The Living End and Bembol Rockers on imeem -- God knows how loud my speakers were blaring since who knows when. Haha. My 'rents are probably thinking that i'm drunk and high inside my room. LOLZ. This is why I never let anyone into my playlists, it's because it can only be either LOUD or ECCENTRIC (/heh. a lot considers my OSTs and tugsh tagsh music as eccentric >__> noobs.)

Gaaaah. I should really be doing something productive. BAKA~ I should be penalized for being too lazy. SRSLY. It is becoming a habit -- and fast! Tss. >____> *hampaskawayan to self*

Oh well..

P.S.: /me wants to dress up in an 80's get-up and dance to rockabilly tunes. WTH am I thinking?!?!~hahaha.

I Won't Spend Another Night Alone ~ The Ataris

2008-09-14T13:28:00.003+08:00

Today's LSS:

A star up in the sky goes slowly passing by,
The lights below...they spell out your name.
You're comfort on my mind and you're with me all the time.
And lot's of feeling that I can't explain.

I won't spend another night alone.

Out of every girl I meet, no other can compete
I'd ditch em all for a night with you.
I know you don't believe you mean this much to me
But I promise you that you do.

If I had one wish this is what it would be...
I'd ask you to spend all your time with me,
That we'd be together forever.
We'd buy a small house in south central L.A.
Raise lots of kids then we'd both join a gang
Just as long as we're together.

The things you make me wanna do
I'd rob a quik-e-mart for you
I'd go to the pound and let all the cats go free
Just as long as you'd be with me.

I Won`t Spend Another Night Alone - The Ataris

The 500 Balloons Project~

2008-09-13T19:03:00.006+08:00

...the plan is FTFW!

WHAT: 500 "WISHES & PRAYERS" Red and Yellow Balloons

WHEN: January 2009

WHY: a promise to fulfill to show GRATITUDE to the Sto. Nino.

HOW: (can you be a part of it) Most likely, if you are my friend (well.. yung FRIEND talaga ha?), then you are already a part of it. (how will this work?) Hmm. Well, I will make you write your wish/prayer on a paper that I will *try* to cut-out ASAP and we will have that tied on the balloons that we will release on the Feast Day of Sto. Nino de Cebu on January.

This will be FREAKING FUN!!
Hopefully we can document this well and have lots of pictures taken! ^___^

/cherry gumballs.

2008-09-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

OO na, sige na. Natutuwa na ako sayo. >__<

Hindi ko mapigilan na hindi mapangiti kapag naiisip kita. amp. /me slaps self. *gising*
Panaginip lang sana `to.

`kabanata 1.

2008-08-29T22:31:00.004+08:00

Sa halip na nag-aaral ako ngayon at nagpapakasabaw sa Philippine Constitution,
heto ako't nagbblog. Magaling na bata. Tsk tsk tsk.

Kamusta naman ang buhay ko? -- MASAYA. Napaka-unpredictable. Magulo pero masaya.
Wasakan ako sa buhay kolehiyo ko, ewan ko ba. Kung kelan napapalapit na ang graduation saka naman ako nag-iinarte ng ganito. Mas lalo kong narealize na mali talaga ang napuntahan ko, sobrang mali. Pero andun na ko at matatapos na, aatras pa ba?

Chapter I. Walking Sunshine Radiator
Ayun, nagkita kami ni Manong Shiro kanina. Haha~ at syempre, ang Donya ninyong lingkod ay nagpaka-dork na naman. aysus! re: pagtawid sa kalsada., ewan ko ba kung
bakit sa tuwing tatawid nalang ako e parang hinihintay ko pa na lumapit yung paparating na sasakyan bago ako tumawid. DAREDEVIL talaga ang dating. Parang yung ginawa ko sa national highway sa Macapagal Ave na kung saan malapit na kong masagasaan ng rumaragasang bus. Isa kang epiko Donya Victorina, epiko. *palakpakan*

Salamat Manong sa Neon Genesis Evangelion episodes, sa Mixtape err.. MixDVD at sa yakult. Haha! At sa karagdagang pangalan ko na naman -- Walking Sunshine Radiator. *apir!*

Chapter II. Nagkanda-leche leche na.
Mag-iisang linggo na ata akong nagccrave sa leche flan. >___<

P.S. Hanggang ngayon hindi padin ako nakakakain ng leche flan. Hindi kami para sa isa't-isa. :(

Chapter III. Reunion
Bukas na ang kanilang reunion concert at hindi ako makakapanood. Dapat bitter na ako ngayon. Pero no bad feelings. Ang mahal naman kasi ng ticket -- nataon pa na urban poorest of all poor ako.

"Pulubi na ang Donya. Ibebenta na ang imaginary hacienda."

Chapter IV. Steampunk Revolution
Muling nabuhay ang aking obsession sa Goth-Steampunk. Ang susunod na misyon, matutong manahi para makagawa ng steampunk-themed get-up. Ayos!.,XD Nabuhay muli ang post-apocalyptic steampunk images na naglalaro sa utak ko. Ngayon gusto ko na magpayaman para masunod ko ang steampunk luho ko. At may naisip na rin akong steampunk name ko, pero secret ko na muna yun. *shhhhh*

Chapter V. Domo Sgt. Keroro! XD
Hala ka~ tinamaan na nga ata talaga ako. Naubos ang buong umaga ko kakatambay sa DA para magtingin ng Keroro Gunsou fanart. Busog na busog ang mga mata. At may link nadin ako sa manga nito at episodes sa youtube! Napakahusay! ^__^~

P.S. Salamat Rapidblade sa link ng Keroro Manga! *Kerorohug*

*Bonus Chapter
Wasakan na talaga sa Plurk. All-star cast ang drama. Naging si Judy Ann ako bigla. ROFR. Naalala ko naman tuloy ang Albert/Andrew fandom ko. *kilig* Hahaha! Sino na naman kaya sa mga darating na araw? Wasak tayo mga Plurk friends~ 90s ang trip natin. Pati si Rico Yan binuhay natin sa plurk. Wasak na wasak!~

P.S. I-add nyo ko sa plurk kung meron din kayo. [plurk]

Chapter VI. Reminder
Bigla ko nalang napagtanto na mahaba na ang buhok ko (well, mahaba na siya sa usual hair length na nakasanayan ko)., at hindi pa din pala ako nakakapagpa-gradpic. Nagpustahan kami ni nichan Rapidblade na papahabain ko ang buhok ko hanggang Diciembre. ROFR~ mababakla ako in the process. Goodluck nalang sa kin~ sana manalo ako. *i doubt.*

O WEL, hanggang dito nalang muna at mahaba pa ang babasahin ko para sa exam bukas. xoxo~

`haikus.

2008-08-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

I.

I wanted to write
all the thoughts inside my head
yet the words faded out

II.

a flowing river
playing serene melodies
i have dreams of you

Prelims Day #3

2008-08-28T19:07:00.008+08:00

7! Yes SEVEN exams down!! Heck~ it feels good just to type that. *smugface* Haha~ well, it's not yet time to celebrate -- the results aren't out yet! >___< And I already see the dark clouds above my two exams (Pharmacology. ack. and Spanish) which I honestly believe that I did a major PHAIL.

Yet my hopes are waaaaaaay up there and yeah, sana talaga pumasa ako dun sa dalawa. =)

3 more exams and we say goodbye to prelims -- HELLO FINALS!! XD~

P.S.
Cobra Starship's I Kissed A Boy from FOB's mixtape is PWNAGE!! (ror) YAOI!! *grins* And yes yes! new FOB album!! Can't wait! Folie A Deux!! FOB sounds great as always~ *PatrickStumpswoon* Hahahaha!! =) Gahd. I still have to save to get my own copy of TBPID. Sheesh. /meh is broke. blah.

Prelims Day #1

2008-08-26T14:52:00.001+08:00

Day 1 -- DONE and DONE!! YEHAY!!
4 days more! AJA AJA AJA!! ^__^~*

`=)

2008-08-19T19:11:00.004+08:00

"Salamat. Nakita rin kitang masaya."

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Ansaya namin sa Trinoma kahapon~ ^__^ Wasakan sa videoke!! XD Yeeeeaaaaah meeeehn!!

`and when the going gets tough...

2008-08-17T11:13:00.008+08:00

... some hearts get broken.

Hi hello! ^__^~* I'm back from a very long hiatus (would you even call that hiatus?!) Haha~ Anyways, it's good to be back.

So how's life treating you guys so far? >> I hope everyone's having a good roller coaster time. XD As for me, i'm in for a crazy ride. A one that's way past my league, way out of my normal dailies, even way out of my own arm's reach. I've gained a number, NO -- A LOT of new friends that it is overwhelming considering someone like me (who has freaking dementia~ forgets people's names and birthdates and could get seriously anti-social at most times) could have friends like them. I *heart* U friends~ you know who you are. I could never be more thankful. XD~

Speaking of birthdays, yesterday was his birthday and the fallen star completely forgot. She was chatting with him for a while but it never really crossed her mind. "Have she totally forgotten? Had he now become a complete remnant of her past?" It had been 3 years since they were considered close and then they just decided to find their own galaxies. Yet they managed to become good friends after all the damages done, but it was good. It was so good that she could talk to him and cry and there were no attachments felt, no more painful sensation of yearnings. Yet she feels sorry, sorry for forgetting your birthday... yet she never forgot the words he said but it will all be a sort-of happy memory. Happy Birthday Starkeeper.~ It's finally time to let the stars go. They deserve to be free. It doesn't matter if they choose to just stay adrift, and not fall, you can't forever keep a part of them no more. They'll carry on.

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But still, it's not yet time to give the falling star to a new starkeeper. It will take a long time -- not to heal but to convince her to do so. If it takes forever, then so be it.

LSS: Ang Huling El Bimbo -- Eraserheads

`The Lost Chapter.

2008-08-17T06:00:00.003+08:00

The Wandering star is lost in the midst of confusion.
These are the moments she wishes it all never happened.
She wished she couldn't just care, but she cannot just not care.
It'd be a violation of her own soul.
Yet her own heart is beginning to crush itself.

Maybe it's time to find some place to rest.

50km/h

2008-08-04T18:28:00.003+08:00

This is an unlikely comeback post, but i'd die if I don't let this out of my chest. Sobrang dense ng root of cause but what the heck~ it flamed me. >__< I usually keep my cool, but this time, "sumakit ang bangs ko."

Okay, simulan natin sa SMS na nareceive ko. {siguro naman hindi nya alam ang blog ko so hindi niya to mababasa}

limited.gm (just 4 u)
haikz..No im going bck 2 mla..I hope i cn make it 2 skul @ 6pm..How are u?Hows d weder there?Yeahmen i love speaking english..It blleds me a lot! Dis saturday s d continuation of our converstion.. We have in common..Rock Music! Whew..

forgive me for this pero.. WTFH?!! AMP!.. parang gusto ko gilitan ang sarili ko sa inis. UTANG NA LOOB. Mapa-joke man ito o hindi -- ewan ko nalang. Death by grammar. Nakakainis. Sa lahat ata ng ayaw ko pagdating sa pagttext ay yung ganito. Pwede mo namang sabihin ng tama, bakit pa kailangan imali? Tapos may kung magtext pa ay sinasadyang maliin ang mga sinasabi~ juskow. Hindi siya CUTE. Parang awa niyo naman na. Kumukulot na ang bangs ko sa kunsumisyon. ~lol.

But kidding aside, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit may mga taong ganito mag-text. Sumakit talaga ang ulo ko at nabadtrip. Tapos nagkapatong-patong na. *sigh*

Hay naku. Buntong hininga na lang uli.

`alive.

2008-07-13T16:50:00.001+08:00

Haiz! ^^,

Yes, i'm still alive, i'm just busy lately. Will update as soon!~ xoxo

`X.

2008-07-04T18:47:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello! xD~ It had been a while isn't it? I missed all of you! *HUUUUUG* haha!
Well, a lot of things happened -- and all of them were FUN FUN FUN!! =) errm.. aside from my unforgiving laziness. *sloth* darn.

I would go random as I do this, ~kk? As much as I want to type and make an actual long post, I still have my classes tomorrow and will study pa for a quiz. >_<

AYSUS! AYSUS!! ▼

`i miss...

2008-07-01T13:04:00.002+08:00

may gig na ulit sila! XD
Hopefully makapanood ako this month. I super miss na my ~~yellow mangga~~. <3. Haha. *hop hop hop* lalalalala~♫

`get smart.

2008-06-23T12:56:00.005+08:00

We watched Get Smart last night, well, it was a good movie. But it could've used more comedy in it. But nonetheless, I liked it and enjoyed the good parts. Haha. Masi Oka! XD teehee. dayum~ I still don't like Anne Hathaway that much kahit na she's really pretty. :|

And GAWD! The upcoming movies' trailers drove me nuts! X3. WOOT!~ James McAvoy (Wanted) && Pierce Brosnan (Mamma Mia). *drools* Hahaha!

Must see movies: Wanted, Mamma Mia, The X-Files: I Want to Believe, Journey to the Center of the Earth, The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor, Hellboy II: The Golden Army, You Don't Mess with the Zohan, Big Stan, Hancock, Wall-E and The Dark Knight.

Haha! Angdami. Wish ko lang mapanood ko lahat. =)

Juliet C: night na pangga matulog ka na ha. nak my nanliligaw na ba sa yo?
mimai: wala ma no.
Juliet C: ayaw mo pa magpaligaw? 20 ka na ah.saka nalang nak pag natapos ka abroad tayo ha kunin mo ako.
mimai: haha. sige lang wa problema. naku wag na boypren, camera nalang.

Wasak~ kamusta naman ang nanay ko. Namrublema ba sa zero lablayp status ko?! Hahahaha!! Hindi ko kasalanan yun! lol.

O HAI THUR. ▼

`sunday, i'm in love.

2008-06-22T15:11:00.001+08:00

Yes, I am inlove with this bug. Marry us? XD~~

Grabe ang bagyo. brr.. anlamig po... matindi ka Frank, kagabi pa walang hinto ang ulan at malakas ang hangin. Tumulo yung kisame sa kwarto ko, paggising ko basa na yung mga unan. Naman. Brownout pa. Naku. Sana umayos na ang panahon bukas (pano na yung brewrats visit namin bukas?!?) T___T naman. i'm so excited pa naman na. Sana talaga wag na umulan bukas. Di bale ng may pasok, wag lang bumagyo at ma-postpone yung pagpunta namin sa booth. :( :( :(

The geek in me is making subaybay to PAGASA's website for the weather forecast. :|

`8 days a week.

2008-06-21T19:02:00.003+08:00

...parang ganun na yung feeling pag may saturday class. Hindi mo na magawang magpahinga ng friday kasi mag-aaral ka parin for saturday. whew~

so how's my second week of being a senior? one word: AWESOME.
Despite my busy-busyhan status, I am having fun so far and juggling all my new priorities in life. I'm a bit guilty though about my infamous procrastination that will, sooner or later, will drag me down if I don't do something about it. >__< bad mimai bad. I have been skipping my assignments and do it early the next morning -- which is cramming kthnx~ I really should do something about it or else, i'm doomed and I don't want that to happen.

Haiii... make me change. *le sigh*

I made nakakatuwang edits (komiks style) last night. T`was fun. I miss photoshop-ing. Photos are HERE. Haha. Nevermind the self-centeredness. =))

Ayun. I signed up sa Purple Gazette for photographer na talaga, wala ng atrasan. Haha. Buti nalang kasama ko si Reg. That is why I don't like signing up for things like that, I detest auditions dahil nga nahihiya ako. sheesh... Hopefully makapasok kami ni Reg. *fingers-crossed* Gusto ko din magkaroon ng ID na may nakasulat na photographer no! Hahaha! kahit amateur lang ako at armed with 3.2 MP camera -- tama! :)) Wish me luck!~XD!

`pa nex!

2008-06-20T15:29:00.006+08:00

Brrr... lamig poooo... WAHAHAHAHAHA-WASAQUE! Laughtrip talaga!!! =)) =)) =)) Mga isang oras na ata akong tumatawa -- `tas biglang nagka-komosyon dito sa bahay. wasak~ but that aside, natutuwa naman ako. hihihi... Compliment man ito o isang nakakatuwang joke, queber. Basta ako, ~~natutuwa~~ este natatawa talaga. ayihiii~ hahahaha! Hindi na ko makatigil sa kakatawa kapag nababasa ko to. PWNAGE.

Wasak! XD Ayan yung entry ko sa Pedicab Warface Picture Contest. :DD Natutuwa naman ako~ X3. it'salottafun! ~~siyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.~~ Nasa Brewrats ang Pedicab sa monday!~ OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. ra rivera~ brrrr... hahaha.
kick me i'm wasak. =)) =))

`self-centeredness.

2008-06-19T19:06:00.004+08:00

Haha. Wala lang talaga akong maisip na title kaya yan na lang. Mag-nnine na dalawang libro pa ang naghihintay sa kin para basahin ko sila, may quiz bukas. Brewrats na.

Mamaya nalang ako mag-uupdate. Heto't picture nalang muna. Gagawin ko muna ang responsibilidad ko bilang mag-aaral -- *ehem*. Haha.

Yahahahak!! Masyadong self-centered yung mga pics, pasensya na. :>
RAWR. may ngiti-ngiti factor na ko. ayihiiii~ *rofl*

Ang email na ROFL ng araw ko~ wahahahaha! XD!

Hindi ko matanto kung bakit nakakatawa ang pangalan ko. :| lol.
Pero natawa din ako sa totoong pangalan ni Tado nung nalaman ko.
QUITS lang kami~ hahaha.

At ang video na nagpabuo ng araw ko... "hihihi...brrr..."
Light Yakult
From Sir Ra Rivera's multiply. =)

`Ces released.

2008-06-18T12:58:00.002+08:00

Thank God they already released Ces Drilon and the other captives.

`IMY.

2008-06-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

wasak~ I miss my yellow mangga. :|
I miss chibilabs. >:D<
I miss eating very rocky road ice cream.
hahahaha. please kick me now before I spill my beans.
alol.

`4 in the morning.

2008-06-15T04:10:00.006+08:00

It is past 3AM and yes, I am still awake. My eyes are tired and my gums still hurt like sh*t.
ATTENTION: My Wisdom tooth is beginning to spawn. kthnx~ and it annoys me because I can't eat well and just for the fact that it's really painful. T___T "why oh why..."

My first half-week of being a senior went pretty smoothly. Well, except for the tooth and the nosebleed I had the other day. o__O Our class schedule was sort of labo-labo and we still don't have our professor for SPN1 *le sigh*, I was looking forward for Spanish 1 the whole summer pa naman. :( Hopefully by tuesday meron na. I can't wait to get my "Hola. Como esta usted?" shizz going. Hahaha. =)) My Dora-watching days should come in handy. lol.

PHBS 2B will definitely be a challenge. We will be handing live test animals. Parang fear factor ang dating. =)) At syempre, kinakabahan na ako for the anti-tetanus and anti-rabies vaccination. ack. Ayoko lang talaga ng injection. >__< style="font-weight: bold;">SRSLY.

~~And now it's already 4:09 am. I better go to sleep. I need to wake up early later. I'll just continue this later, yet I leave you these pictures.~~ =)

I changed my layout -- again. I just prefer divs over inline frames. :] This one features Super Mario Bros. (old-school epic!) I'm inlove with the `shrooms. ;> haha. Did this in one sitting, hence where sleeping at 4am came. *grins*

Okay! Done with about 50% of my school work, woo! breaktime! haha. Ack. Kakasimula pa lang ng class may pending project na agad at tambak na pagbabasa ang gagawin. @_@

I'm bummed that I have saturday classes. blah. blah. blah. I don't like. =))

I'm getting a new ID! xD~ *yay!* mine doesn't validate when swiped -- haha! good thing actually! My hideous face is saved from the world! lol. I'm gonna get my new ID tomorrow, haha. Sana hindi haggard ang pagmumukha ko bukas sa picture-taking. :))

I'll leave you with these pictures && doodles from my first half-week of class. xD~

POWER UP!

`1st day blues.

2008-06-11T21:32:00.006+08:00

I woke up to a beautiful sunrise today. :]

My first day didn't turn out so well. :( Maybe i'll update sometime, when i'm feeling well.

`luna lovecat.

2008-06-09T16:13:00.004+08:00

I stumbled by MeFindHome.org a while ago and I was instantly hooked. What exactly is MeFindHome.org? It is a blogsite owned by Sherwin, a volunteer for the Philippine Animal Welfare Society (PAWS). I give him kudos for initiating such a great advocacy. :] Visit the site to learn more and also support PAWS, whether you're a pet lover or not. And if you want to get a new pet, why not make adoption your first option? The are countless cats and dogs in the shelter that needs a new home.

I want to adopt a cat so badly but the parentals won't allow me having a cat in the house. :( I have always wanted a black cat and I wanna name her Luna. =) I can't help but smile when I think of it. Yet I haven't been around cats ever since because we only had dogs for pets so I admit that I am quite scared of them, nevertheless, I love cats in the same degree that I love dogs. ♥~

"I remember how I used to envy my mom when she tells me stories about her pet cat when she was young. It was white as snow with blue, glazed eyes. Since then, I yearned to have a cat for myself too."

`kungfuyaaa! xD~

2008-06-09T00:38:00.003+08:00

We watched Kung Fu Panda some hours ago and it was awesomeeee!! xD! Haha. I was laughing all the time~! I couldn't help myself, kahit yung small quirks natatawa ako. It was kinda awkward kasi ako lang natatawa. Kainis. Haha. Sorry i'm mababaw eh. :P But I totally dig it's awesomeness and it's totality. PO is LOVE. and not to mention super cute and fat and cuddly and black & white! xD! Jack Black pwns! hahaha. It made me cry because I can relate to the story. But NO! I'm not a fat panda neither a dragon warrior!! Hahahaha. I'm referring to the "Believing" part. :] I wanna watch it again!! =) Hopefully by the next weekend, or as soon as some pirated dibidi hd copy comes out. alol. Sorry for the excessive use of haha's (kasalanan ni Chibi to!). haha. Sorry again. =P To those who still haven't watched it yet, WATCH IT! NOW! GO! lol.

And I finally stepped inside that new store i've been eyeing since last week! *YAY!* ZOMGWHOA. My soul just went poof and went to heaven. It was a toy paradise! xD~ haha. Well, maybe i'm exaggerating but for me it really was paradise. :> Too many toys and stuffs to see in such a small area. Too bad I don't have moolah T___T but I was able to afford a little stash of new babies to add to my endless-family-of-objects. ^^, I wanna go back there and buy those Super Mario plushies and shrooms, the DIY food plush, a new bag for school and those Lilo and Stitch figures. Haha. Toy Geek alert! xD!~ <3.

KFP is lalalaLOVE. <3.|| My little stash. The green capsule thingy is actually a fan. Red strips are band-aids. I have a weird love for fancy band-aids. =P

And I leave you with this ugliness~ lol. I was trying to do a Po impression. =)) But I look like more of a duck. Hahaha. :))

`sparkplug.

2008-06-08T17:22:00.005+08:00

Well, thank you (whoever you are) for pulling my plug and setting me off annoyed. You should've been more considerate and understanding, honestly. I always tried to keep my cool and try to put reason behind the things you've said but the truth is, you were a little out of hand. I said I was okay but you kept on insisting things, you could've just listened. I know you're disappointed but you could've shown me some respect, or at least to my feelings. And i'll say it again, "I don't have to explain everything to you", it is because it is personal or I don't know the explanation myself and it's not that I don't trust you.

Pagod ka lang siguro but so am I, you have no idea. You even told me that I bring my internal problems with me when I go out. You know what? If you're in my position, I doubt that you can always keep it hidden in your chest. That's why I resist myself from telling it to people, because I don't want them seeing my trying to be happy when in fact I am not. It's a hard job. It kills me everytime I do it but what do I do? I always try to keep up.

You admitted that you're selfish and jealous, but you should've heard me out. It is not always my responsibility to keep up to your whims. I've been trying to spend every single moment I could with you guys, but please don't question me being with my college friends... it was a rendezvous planned by them and I said yes. I couldn't see any fault with that, but you were expecting me to choose to be with you guys and cancel my date with them. I can't do that. I've told you my reason, even if I really do want to be with you guys, but i've said yes already. It's plain respect for me to show up there. But no. I couldn't quite get what you were trying to point out in our conversation. You had sarcasm in your words and I tried ignored that to my limit. You even left some more even after I left -- very mature.

I was trying to sympathize with your disappointment, but what? You even said it was my fault. Too bad I already erased your message in my cellphone. It was not good to bear it as a friend.

And I don't know if you know this blog, but if ever you get to read this, I wanna say...~~I can't say i'm sorry because I couldn't find my fault.~~ I was just quiet until you've given me your side and i've given you my two cents. Magpalamig ka na muna, saka na kita kakausapin~

Sorry readers for this untimely rant. I just need to get this off my chest. I do hope you understand.

ETA: I said my apologies. My pride isn't something i'd fight over with a friend. Siguro my fault is, pinatulan ko lang ang init ng ulo nating dalawa. I'm glad it's all good now. Proud satin si Papa God. :)

And to Mea (chibilabs!), super thank you talaga. Haha. =)) That's like a superhero-kind of thank you. =P

But seriously, in our budding 3-day friendship, all I could say is that: God is great for giving me a friend like you and that there is no such word yet invented that could express how grateful I am for you. "Super duper maximum sobra to the highest level" doesn't even come close. Haha.
And why didn't I even think of asking your number pala. Sheesh. I will surely miss you much pag di na tayo laging makakapagchat. :(

`affirmation.

2008-06-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

I showed Ma the sneakers I painted and not to mention, I was really proud of.

But how'd she reacted? :| Wala lang. Okay. Di man lang niya sinabing maganda.

She just said na maybe I can sell those stuffs. Riiiiiiiight.
I was expecting something more appreciative.
Okay na sana yung kaunting surprised look at sabay "ganda ah." It would've meant a lot to me.
I drifted into the depths of disappointment.
Parang gusto kong umiyak na ayaw ko kasi... ayaw ko lang.
But then again, I was a little broken inside. :(

Oh well.~

`atomic geek.

2008-06-07T21:19:00.004+08:00

If you are reading this then welcome back! =) Haha. As I have said earlier, I might change my URL and so soon enough, I did. Changing my URL was already a pending plan way back then since I came to my senses that instantcardiacarrest was too long.

And so I welcome you back to my blog. :]
Thank you for taking your time to relink me. ♥
Again, welcome to atomicgeek. Enjoy!~xD!
xoxo.

`new layout + 70th post.

2008-06-07T15:58:00.003+08:00

*RAINBOW CHEER!*

for the new layout, new friends (chibi! xD! haha.), upcoming senior school year and everything else! xD!

So what do you think of the new layout? :> leave some comments `kei?

P.S.: I might change my url to atomicgeek.blogspot.com || it sounds perfect for me. xD!~

`thank GOD for happy people.

2008-06-07T02:04:00.001+08:00

I've been subjected into a somewhat indifferent mood just a few hours ago. Some family dispute again, which I resented so much. >_< Twilight brushed past my vision and so I opened the book. At first it was going smoothly, for Bella and Edward still makes me feel all giddy inside my stomach. :> BUT! Here comes the all caps but, ... laziness hit me at page 24. "Come on Mimai! At least give it a little fight!" Sadly no, I gave in to my laziness and decided to go downstairs and find something to do which turned out to be not something-to-do but something-to-eat =P I devoured on noodles together with my two siblings. OOOOOH MSG!~ alol.
At least those MSG was worth it, for it turned me into a less-gloomy mimai that I was becoming. It was close to 10:30PM when we finished, so another 30 minutes for all those yummies to digest. :] After that, the PSP, in it's black shimmery glaze, caught my attention. It was calling my name!! HAHAHAHA!! :)) But true, it was luring me again to play Innocent Life.

Eventually, I gave in. I couldn't resist the temptation. :>

And where did these all ended up? Me = still awake at 1AM, getting addicted to Innocent Life. I just went online to check some walkthroughs for the game because I was stuck. *Thank God for walkthroughs!* :) And together with that, I checked my online accounts and found out that my new friend, Mea is online on Facebook. ^___^ *YAY!* Chibi Mea! Haha. She's a sweetheart, really. I'm right naman diba? :> hahaha. And well, what more can I say? She's been awfully contagious with her happiness virus -- and I ALWAYS GET THE HAPPY BUG. :] But it's all good coz' it makes me feel all good inside. And she left me messages that made me awfully happy and I felt so much loved~ ♥ =) You just can't find someone like her that easily at any given day. So i'm thankful for her existence and us being friends. *Thank you papa God.* :]

And to end, i'll leave you with this... (and that's my first attempt on coloring using Photoshop)

Now I wonder, magising pa kaya ako ng maaga bukas to watch Pasyal? I hope so.

`bloggerwave.

2008-06-06T12:30:00.003+08:00

I have seen these sites that offers you some moolah in exchange for advertising their sponsors on your blog or something like that. I thought of giving it a shot (since *ehem* I need moolah also. =P *ehem*), who knows? Maybe I could actually earn something from it tas' magpapa-burger ako. Hahaha.

So here goes my "trying-to-make-you-impressed-slash-persuading-you-to-click-the-link-ad", *whew!*

Do you have a blog and want to make some extra money? Then bloggerwave gives you the opportunity. Bloggerwave is aiming to be Europes biggest advertsing media on blogs and you can help us grow so more and more jobs will come.

Bloggerwave provides money-making opportunities for Bloggers and Advertisers thru blogging. How cool is that? You can blog your way to money in the comfort of your homes. You can write, entertain, and make money all at the same time. Only Bloggerwave can offer that -- and what's more is that you can register up to five blogs, that means 5x earnings! So what are you waiting for? Click the link below to start blogging your way into money as well. :)

And that just made me realize how bad I am with advertising. =P But it wouldn't hurt to try. Ciao!

`QUERY meme.

2008-06-05T19:56:00.004+08:00

As I was listening to The Bloomfields' version of Never Let Her Slip Away, some brown box stacked on my table caught my attention -- it's the QUERY game box that I bought years ago at Papemelroti. Perhaps you've heard of it already because Papemelroti were known for these small cards in boxes that contains either prayers, quotes and questions. I remember playing Query with my highschool friends way back then, lalo na pag walang magawa. But I don't remember what my answers were during that time so it came to me "Why not archive these queries in my blog?" Oo nga naman. That way I could still look back to my answers after 2 or 3 years, and what's more fun is that you guys could join the fun. Just leave your answers with your comments. This is much better than those usual survey-type ones that you usually get tagged with because the questions are more thought-provoking. =) I will try to post 2-3 queries a week, so this should be fun. You are free to elaborate your answers, etc etc. I will also edit my post and include your answers in it. I'll be waiting for your answers.

Let's begin with one, shall we?

QUERY #1:

My answer:

Yeah yeah. I know I'm such a hopeless romantic. I confess. X3.
That "person" is... well, I won't tell. *ehem*~~yellowmangga.~~*ehem*=P
And oh, I forgot! He's bringing flowers. ~♥

P.S.: Pardon me for my handwriting. Haha. Hindi na marunong magsulat.
P.P.S.: You could also send me your answers in your handwriting. Just send me the link. :]

'wide-awake.

2008-06-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping right now. But knowing the usual normal Mimai, oh you know. How my sleeping cycle have turned into total havoc and turned me into a nocturnal creature. *crickets* haha. And as of now I am currently researching about the movies that will be shown on the 13ème Festival du film français de Manille [ Thanks Dee for the heads-up!! :)], more details HERE. French movies are LOVE. Ever since I watched Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain, I fell in love with it and it became my favorite movie. And despite being totally clueless of the French language, I could survive with the subtitles. Haha.

So back to the 13th French film festival, it will be run from June 11 to 22 2008 at Shang Cineplex, Shangri-La Plaza. I believe they will be showcasing 13 films. I have no details about the tickets yet but i'll keep you posted on that. =)

I'm currently checking out the titles at IMDB to get a little background of the movies and my first movie search already caught my attention. The movie Les Chansons d'amour (also known as Love Songs) according to IMDB, is a musical interpretation of three lovers living in Paris. And upon further reading the synopsis, my heartbeat just stopped. I'm gonna leave it there so not to spoil the fun. :) Weee~i'm pretty excited about it already! xD~ And Louis Garrel... *dies* lol. Okay okay, i'll share the trailer I found with you, it's HERE. =)

And I just found out that two of the movies featured are Filipino-made and their films made it to the Cannes Festival. How cool is that? :]

Aside from Les Chansons d'amour, i'm also looking forward to watch Ma vie en l'air (Love is in the air), Qui m'aime me suive (If You Love Me Follow Me), Roman de gare, Now Showing and Serbis. Haha. Lahat na ata. I'm such a sucker for romantic comedies. :)
Well, the other movies doesn't have synopsis on IMDB that's why I can't decide. But if I have the chance and the money as well, I am more than willing to watch them all. =)

For the winning streak of advertising two events in a row,

13ème Festival du film français de Manille
June 11 to 22 2008
Shang Cineplex, Shangri-La Plaza
Visit Alliance Française de Manille
for more details.

`lea's birthday.

2008-06-04T23:16:00.012+08:00

I am incredibly lazy today. What's new? Haha. =)) I have one too many thoughts in my head but i'm just not in the mood to write. But i'll try to do this ~~fast~~ and as decent as possible. Then it comes to mind that i'll just do it in bullets. oooooh-kay.

We went to Glorietta yesterday to have dinner in celebration of Lea's Birthday. :] We surprised her by telling that the others won't come -- ayan. Di daw tuloy siya prepared. Hehe.
After having dinner we bought a cake for and then we headed for Paragon Plaza. {Brewrats && Boys Night Out!}
Ehra Madrigal was there promoting FHM's new issue and she's the cover girl. DJ Ramon was making pa-next to her. HAHAHAHA!!
Sir Romeo Lee is FTW! xD~ Hanep sa pagka-old school! Idol! And he has an exhibit beginning tomorrow.

NORMALEE sa FINALE
Finale Art Gallery, SM Megamall
June 5 to 24, 2008
Opening - June 5, 6:00PM

I recommend you to go and see his creations! From his stories, mukhang makukulit yung mga artwork niya. :)) I'll be going myself too, i'm not sure when yet but i'm pretty excited!
Then we made "bati", buti nalang we have bribe. hihihi. And my cheesy line for DJ Ramon!! It was WASAQUE!~xD! I wasn't able to make bati a lot of people. :| I semi-panicked. Naman. Sorry. And my head was throbbing in pain dahil ata sa ilaw ~ photosensitive issues sucks. @__@
Pabz = QUESTIONABLE GUY!! Wahahaha!! Wasak! :))
After the program, I gave my gift for the Brewrats DJs. :] *Yay!* They loved it!! Ayiiiii~

DJ Ramon: Uy Ang ganda nyan ah! Bigyan mo ko!!
hehe. *demanding* May ebidensya pa nung bribe!

"Itsalottafun!!" xD~
After the show, DJ Tado and the others joined us in Lea's candle-blowing moment. =)

WATCH VIDEO HERE!
DJ Tado is the one holding the cake!! LOL @ the FHM Magazine and the Magic Candle.
Hanep sa background! EDSA lang naman! xD~
And i'm the one singing Happy Birthday badly. :|
I hope Lea had fun and she enjoyed her birthday. She deserves it. ♥ And to my highschool family, I missed you all. Tambay ulit sa susunod. =) Much love. --xoxo

P.S.: Nabanggit nila kanina yung tungkol sa shirt na binigay ko! *YAY!* *dances* Sayang di ko narecord. At nag-PM din pala si DJ Ramon. Natuwa naman ako. At ngayon niya lang narealize na contact niya na pala ako sa multiply. Hehe.
P.P.S: Me, Kuya, Bb and Pa watched Indiana Jones : Kingdom of the Crystal Skull pala. Heck. Nabuhay ang dream kong maging archeologist. Kainis. Haha. But the movie was aweeeeeesoooooomeeeeee!!!~ lol. Watch it, kk? I recommend it very much. Shia L. is much much love. ~~Fangirl.~~ :] And there are many upcoming movies that I wanna watch. I'm all dreamy about it na nga. rofl. P.P.P.S.: If you wanna see more pictures pala, it's HERE and HERE.

`later alligator.

2008-06-04T18:40:00.002+08:00

I'd love to make a lot of kwento about what happened last night but i'll do it later. :| Sorry, I can't get my hands off from the PSP. Innocent Life is luring me to it's addiction phase. @___@

Happy Birthday ~~pamkin~~ Lea!!~♥
I *hearts* you Blossom. We will always save the world before bedtime
kahit we're on our 20's na or even until we become senior citizens pa. xP~
xoxo. --mimai "bubbles"

`extremes.

2008-06-03T11:46:00.003+08:00

I just realized that I am, indeed, a person of extremes.
It's like heaven and hell. A and Z. Good and Evil. The Beginning and End. Elation and Depression.
I am complicated. I am easy-going.
I AM UNEXPECTED.

`spring cleaning.

2008-06-02T12:21:00.005+08:00

Ayun, kahapon naglinis kami sa room ko. Naubos ang buong araw (dapat mga half-day lang kaso inabot na naman ako ng tamad-slash-ayaw ko lang talagang kumilos-slash-frequent gutom kaya ayun) Haha! Pero at least natapos din, now it's spic-and-span na. =) *YAY!* Masarap na ulit tumambay sa room ko. At dahil dyan, ipapa-experience ko din sa inyo ang room ko via .gif animation. :]

Yes, you see it right. My room's in Black && White. ~♥

Now let's chill na. :] -xoxo

`lomo wall at high street

2008-06-02T11:47:00.005+08:00

This is a late post kaya please bear with me nalang.

At last nakita narin namin ni Keipi yung Lomowall ng Lomomanila sa Bonifacio High Street. Medyo nagabihan na kami ng punta dahil sa katamaran kong maligo ayan tuloy na-traffic pa kami. >__> Pagdating dun, syempre na-amaze kaming dalawa. Haha. Parang nakakita lang ng hidden treasure. ^o^ Tapos picture-an na! :] *pasensya na, this will be a semi-image heavy post*

@ the Lomowall. =)

▼ Pictures ▲

Pagkatapos magkodakan, pumunta na nga kami ng Fully Booked para maghanap sana ng SIMNAH kaso yun nga out of stock na daw. Nagtingin-tingin nalang kami nung mga Lomo cameras na binebenta nila. T__T *gusto ko yung makulay na Holga* huhuhu... Tapos nag-market market na kami at nagdinner sa Greenwich. Pizza at Baked Rice meal ang kinain ko at andami ko na namang nainom na Sprite. ^^o tsk3. *adik* Oh well, ayun lang. Thanks Keipz, sa susunod ulit. ;)

P.S.: Hindi parin natin nagawa yung calendar natin. Namaaaaan.

`strawberry fields forever.

2008-06-01T16:59:00.004+08:00

Happy 1st of June!! xD~

Wala lang. Kunwari may occasion. =P haha.

Naisip ko na naman yung fantasy dream ko...
Ang pumunta sa taniman ng strawberries. @__@
Hindi naman ako kumakain ng strawberries, wala lang. Feel ko lang talagang pumunta at managinip sa napakadaming pulang strawberries. *cue: strawberry fields forever* Ewan. Basta gusto kong pumunta sa Baguio para makakita ng Strawberry Field, kumuha ng maraming pictures, at magsuot ng puting damit sa pagpunta ko dun. Walang relasyon yung puting damit, basta feel ko lang talaga.

O sya, mamaya nalang ako mag-uupdate ng matino. Madami pa akong kalat na liligpitin. :]

` アイスース!

2008-05-31T21:27:00.009+08:00

After being disappointed at Fully Booked High Street last night (Out of Stock na daw), sa wakas nakabili na din ako ng SHINJI ILABAS MO NA ANG HELICOPTER!! xD~ =) Buti meron pa sila sa Music One nung limited edition na may 3D glasses. ^___^ Ang coooool! Hahaha! Psychedelic visions~!! AY SUS! Nahilo ako pagkatapos kong suotin.

Kasalukuyan ko siyang pinapatugtog -- ang gaganda ng mga tracks!! Itsalottafun! I give it 5 stars sa rating. Current favorite tracks ko ang Simulan mo na at Deafening Silence. Sulit sa halagang P280 lang, kaya get your own copy na din! (Mag-advertise ba? =P)

Shinji ilabas mo na ang helicopter! Ngayon na!! =))

Nag-comment din si Sir Ra sa Shinji ilabas mo na ang helicopter! album ko sa multiply. "hihihi...brrr..." 47 na pala si Sir Ra. Parang ayaw ko maniwala. WASAQUE!~

Speaking of multiply... nagpalit na ko ng layout(ulit). Haha. Medyo self-centered eh. =P Back to black & grey na naman ako. Add me kung may mga multiply kayo. ^^,

P.S.: The Bloomfields gig is tonight. I was waiting for it the whole month of May but I decided not to go. =| Napagod lang ata ko sa lakad ko kanina. Blah. ~~or due to some other reasons blah blah blah.~~
P.P.S.: May gig din Pedicab sa mag:net high street ngayon. Malapit lang sana kaso hindi ako nagpaalam. At tinatamad din ako. :| *kicks self*

`hello goodbye.

2008-05-31T20:03:00.002+08:00

I woke up quite early today. First thing that came into my mind was my dream. A weird one though. I almost kicked someone's ass for being annoying and harassing me in my dream. I could clearly remember saying in my dream, "Pag di mo ititigil yan, masasaktan ka talaga sa kin." I know, I know. I am brutal and violent. :| I even wanna do the stapler scene from the APM music video. *~~dominatrix~~* Haha! =)) Aaaaaaand I dreamt about him again. Gah. *shrugs*

I met up with Kuya Mike at Quiapo earlier today to get the t-shirt I ordered for DJ Ramon. I can't wait to give it to them (DJ Angel, DJ Tado && DJ Ramon). Hope they'll like it and it's the right size. *fingers-crossed* So moving on, I texted my Ma today. I know we're not in good terms in the past weeks {?} I couldn't even remember when it started. She left for Cebu to deal with some stuffs without me knowing it. She replied to me saying that she was just waiting for me to talk to her. Yeah. I do know I could be that quiet, silent treatment works just fine with me ever since things got out of hand (i.e. family issues, blah-blah). Those things. But as they say, "hindi mo din sila matitiis..." maybe it's true, they're my parents for goodness sake. I wouldn't be here if not for them in the first place. So I guess things are beginning to work out alright. I could sigh now with a little relief. :]

And I just found out that my Lolo Nap passed away the other day.

`kapkeyks.

2008-05-30T13:57:00.021+08:00

Bumili ako ng confectioner's sugar kahapon at pre-made cupcakes kasabay ng Yakult ko at ilang arroz caldo sachets. Naubos tuloy yung extra kong pera. >__< masarap yung icing in fairness~ =)) Andami nga lang sobra.

"Shinji Ilabas mo na yung kapkeys!! xD~"

★ Click for more Yummy-ness. ★

At ito ang inatupag ko kagabi bago matulog... (yung kay Rocky kasi kaninang umaga ko lang ginawa yung chibi niya)

*YAY!* fuma-fangirl na ako oh. *kicks self* ~♥♥♥

`happy birthday rocky!

2008-05-30T10:32:00.002+08:00

weeeee!~ his hair still took me forever to draw. bushy. lol. =P
happy birthday rocky! ~~yellow mangga.~~ xD~

P.S.: Hopefully I can watch their charity gig tomorrow.

`shinji ilabas mo na ang helicopter

2008-05-29T15:34:00.012+08:00

Sobrang I waaaaaaaaaant!!!~X3! brrr...hihi. Sana makalabas ako mamaya at bibili na talaga ako. =) Sana lang talaga meron sa odyssey market market kundi ewan ko nalang. papasabugin ko shop nila!! *evil laugh* panext ako sa isteypler!! wahahaha! seme (not in the yaoi context) si mimaaaaaaai!! gusto kong nakikita kang duguan. wasak! di ko kayang maging uke. lmao. *kinky* hihihi.
Nagkaka-psychedelic visions nako kakapakinig ng Ang Pusa Mo. @___@ アイスース! LSS! WOOT!~xD EYE SEUSS!!

P.S.: Gusto ko ng puting Wayfarers at papalagyan ko ng prescription lens. Pang everyday use ko. *APIR!* =P
P.P.S: Kaliwete din siguro si Diego Mapa. Dahil ang relo niya ay nasa kanang kamay.
ETA: I might change my url soon. Ang haba ng instantcardiacarrest eh. xP~
At tumawag pala ako sa Odyssey M!M!, wala pa daw sila nung album. ='( San naman kaya ako maghahanap nun bukas??

`fun! fun! fun!

2008-05-29T00:23:00.007+08:00

WASAQUE!~xD Tonight's episode of The Brewrats was so fun! deymn. Ang hawt ng boses ni RA Rivera. On RA Rivera's voice: "Boses pa lang, wasak ka na." Addiction na ito dude. Twice ko na ata nababanggit sa araw na ito sa mga posts ko ang name si Sir RA (brrrr.. lamig pooo... hihihi...) LOL.

Aside from that, nakatapos na naman ako ng isang design today. Binigay ni Je yung shoes niya kanina. Ang yummy nung kinalabasan... that is why I'm now green with envy. HAHAHA! =))

Teh permanent marker and toothpick worked like miracle!~xD
The stars!!! KAWAII-DESU!! ^___^

More photos HERE. Feel free to add me pero pakilala kayo. :]
Comment nadin kayo sa mga photos && works ko.
Siguro i'll buy another pair for myself tapos i'll paint it again... kaso paubos na ata yung acrylic paint ko. =( saaaaaaaad. oh well.

Nga pala, tinanong na ni Papa kanina kung ano daw yung camera na pinapabili ko. D60 yung sinabi ko. WOOT!~ Sana talaga matuloy na kong bilhan! *YAY!* Daming comments na! I IZ HAPPY POW>. Haha! brrr... lamig poh... hihihi.

Okay, I will stop blabbering now. ktnx~ (Sir RA Rivera's voice, this is all your fault. brrr...)

`tuition fee

2008-05-28T13:20:00.005+08:00

Just got home from enrollment and OMGWTF!?! our tuition fee was wasak. I now officially declare myself as a member of the People of the Philippines in Poverty. Namaaaaaaan. Effing P47,600.00 peys ang binayaran ko, nakakapanlambot sa kamahalan. At infairness, hindi pa galing sa sarili kong bulsa ang pera kundi sa magulang ko. >__< kalungkutan. Ano pa kaya sa panahon na ako na magpapaaral sa magiging anak ko (KUNG magkakaron man)? Tiyak mangangayayat ako sa kakatrabaho.

Akala ko Rice Shortage lang ang crisis na mararamdaman ko, ngayon pati tuition fee dilemma! AY SUS! Haha. Pumi-Pedicab oh~. OT: Kayooooooot ni Diego Mapa!~xD! Ai tekaaaaaa, Si Sir RA Rivera (Epic WASAQUE!) pa pala! haylabit!! Wasak!

I'm outta here! Gotta go pa sa DLI at ibibigay ko pa yung gift ko kay Eca && Je.

Mamaya nalang ulit ang update! ~x

P.S.: I changed my picture na in my About me section. =) I personally like the small pictures on low opacity that shows fully upon hover. Galing. Haha!! Na-amaze ba. xP~

`chocolate-y.

2008-05-27T13:51:00.006+08:00

Lola Soling just got home from Canada. =) And why, of course, she has CANDIES && CHOCOLATES with her for pasalubong! another *YAY!* for today. I'm ecstatic!~xD Too bad the perfume pasalubong for me was confiscated sa airport. I'm just glad Lola's back, but she'll go back to Negros din naman. Oh well.

I could imagine already the migraine i'd be getting upon consumption of these delighful treats. Ahhhh ~the agony! alol.

The Arte Y Pico Award

2008-05-27T13:30:00.001+08:00

Thank you to Marylyka for the award. I'm surprised! ^__^ But anyways, domo arigatou!~xD `tis my first time to receive a blogging award since the birth of my blogging days. YAY! *does the ~~happy~~ dork dance*

The rules of this award are as follows:

1) You have to pick 5 blogs that you consider deserving of this award for their creativity, design, interesting material, and also for contributing to the blogging community, no matter what language.

2) Each award has to have the name of the author and also a link to his or her blog to be visited by everyone.

3) Each award winner has to show the award and put the name and link to the blog that has given her or him the award itself.

4) Award-winners and the one who has given the prize have to show the link of "Arte y Pico" blog, so everyone will know the origin of this award. http://arteypico.blogspot.com/ Make sure you visit the link above.

And now... my awardees!!
Dhea // Oh so love :]
Yumi // Orange waves towards the sunset
Kate // ♥ ♥ Rainbow Town ♥ ♥
Mary // Sleep, my only love.
Paw // ★ The Daydreamer ★

`play with clay

2008-05-27T02:04:00.002+08:00

And who said clay is dull and boring? NOT ANYMORE!

I stumbled upon some sites that featured clay artists from multiply and it blew me away. =) I have been a fan of those tiny trinkets for a while now and the curious artsy-fartsy in me wants to make her own collection. *yay!* Of course, the impulsive mimai has to do something to feed her high spirits (or else it would be disaster), after bringing my films to Wells for developing, I decided to get some clay. touché! *totally irrelevant, i just like the way it rhymed.* xP~ Much to my dismay, National Bookstore could only give me the cheap kind-kid stuff modelling clay *just great* and so with that, I have to suffice myself. My hands were itching to do something with it despite my lack of what to do's, what's not and whatevers. Yet I decided to wait a little longer and researched on how to bake those babies and found out that you really need an oven to make it work out well, BUT! a very big BUT! we don't have an oven. *phail!* but we have a toaster, a fckng toaster indeed! So after reading on how clays tend to melt when submitted to toasters and how they emit toxic gases when they reach a certain temperature, I decided to give it a go with the help of aluminum foil. Thank God for instant remedies! xD~ We don't want some toxic fumes inhaled ayt? ^o^

I took a shot on making Popsicles, since they look pretty easy to make. But NO! It was quite hard to shape the modelling clay *grumbles*, it cracks and gets dirty so fast. Ugh. But then again, PATIENCE. My first attempt turned out quite alright (I used the Brand X clay) and the second one (using Brand Y clay) melted over the foil. I thought the second one would turn out good because the clay was easier to mold and it has a much vivid color than Brand X. (Yes. I fancy bright colors~kthnx.) I wasn't really sure if they are hard enough, I just dabbed on some colorless nail-polish and that's it! (I even almost burned one popsicle. T__T)

So here's my finished babies...

Well, don't they look YUM?! ^^ They actually look semi-bread to me. o__O
The Red and Purple one I made as gifts for Ericka and Jessika. Hope they'll like it. ♥

And this one for LEA! PUMPKIN!! Haha. labsyhu leyz. ♥~
Im'ma give this to you on your birthday as a reminder of yer pamkin curse. =))

I really like to make more of these but I guess I have to wait to get myself the real polymer clay and some crafting knick-knacks. =D I have a lot of things in mind that I wanna do! ~xD Too many projects in mind! If only I had many peys!! Haha. *artsy-farsty mode*
Wish me luck dears!! Gambatte! Who knows? I could earn some money from this hobby. KACHING!! MOOLAHS BB's!! alol.*

END OF TRANSMISSION.
It's late and i'm becoming a zombie again. =P
Signing off. xoxo~

P.S.: alol. means actually laughing out loud.
P.P.S.: and peys is my own term for money. =)
P.P.P.S.: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ECA! ♥

rushing hormones.

2008-05-26T11:43:00.002+08:00

`I NEED TO GET MY HANDS ON THOSE POLYMER CLAYS!!! >__< *frustration*
---and Psych DVD and House too.
---and jump rings and ballchains.
---and ukay-ukay madness.
I miss rummaging through racks of cheap black clothes. :|

And I tried calling Digiprint again a while ago.
I retreated even before someone answered the damn call.
What's with me and my phobia on phonecalls?!? *headdesk* gah.

And I terribly miss that person. But he doesn't care, or have any idea at all. =[
*time for my Yakult mamam session*

Psych-ed!

2008-05-25T21:14:00.006+08:00

I spent my Sunday finishing my project. =) The shoe project that is. And VOILA!! Gahahah. That sounded so bakla. lol.

Aside from that, umuwi na si Kuya Fred. :] Naiwan niya pa yung bag niya sa taxi. Namaaaaan. =))))) But i'm happy, my partner-in-crime is back! May kasama na ko maglinis ng kwarto kooo! HAHAHA!!

I'm watching PSYCH right now!~xD *stoked!* Shawn Spencer is hawt! =P And Tim Curry on the 1st episode of Season 2 = FTW! *must buy dvds soon!* ON TO EPISODE 2!!

`take me away from desperation.

2008-05-25T12:09:00.001+08:00

`Allyza tagged me. :] thanks dearie.

▼going up/going down▲

And due to my very limited ex-link friends, I tag everyone in my list. :] I don't mind if you don't do it anyway.

Naks. I figured out the drop-down thingy. Akala ko major brain hemorrhage na naman aabutin ko eh. Buti naman hindi. Soooo.. update update. :] ONE WORD: Accomplished. Siguro dahil may nagawa na naman akong bagay na ikinatuwa ng kaluluwa kong wasak. xP~ Ginawan ko na ng bagong header yung multiply ko at pinalitan na rin ang background. Mas warm na siyang tignan kaysa sa dating vibrant yellow and black na combination. Ginawa ko kaming ZOMBIE ni Louie. =))) Wala lang talaga akong magawa nung mga oras na yan. At nakabili nadin ako sa wakas ng paint para sa slip-ons project ko. :]

invader zim & gir is ♥.

Medyo sabog yung pagkakapaint nung ibang parts, di naman kasi ako fine arts student at first time ko din tong gawin. Pero proud nadin ako sa nagawa ko. Kawaii-desu!! Yatta!xD~ Baka bukas matapos ko na siya lahat then sisimulan ko na yung para kina Jessika and Eca. ^o^ I hope matapos ko siya dahil madami pala akong nakapila na gagawin bukas. hehe. =P Well, ano pa ba? Maliban sa ~~gago~~ bago kong gupit, wala naman ng ibang bago sa kin. Ai. Binati ko pala kanina sa facebook si DJ Ramon ng belated HBD at natuwa naman ako dahil nagreply siya. :D WEEE~ ang kras kong tubero. lol.^^, At BBC pa pala!! Brewster-slash-Bloomies-slash-Cookies!! :D David Cook is ♥ ♥ ♥~

Kahit papano pala, masaya ako today. Medyo medyo.

ETA: Para akong naka-contact lens sa pic na yan. Napagtanto kong brown nga talaga ang mata ko. Baka yun yung dahilan kung bakit laging red-eye ang labas ko sa picture pag may flash. *headdesk* walang kwentang reasoning. haha. antok lang siguro to.

Good News

2008-05-24T12:08:00.003+08:00

There's a GIG on the 31st!!!
=) Hopefully I can come! *fingers-crossed* ♥ ♥ ♥

Bato.

2008-05-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

Umiyak na naman ako kanina. Wala lang. Nilamon na naman ako ng kalungkutan. Nagdasal nalang ako ng madiin.

"...parang awa mo na Lord. Ayaw ko na po."

Kung ano man yun, bahala na. Napagod lang talaga siguro ako. Bato na kung bato ang puso pero ang bato, nadudurog din. Tagos. Swerte ko nalang at nagagawa ko pang mag-isip ng maayos kahit labo-labo na. Medyo matatag lang siguro ako sa panlabas, pero wasak na wasak na sa loob. Kung sino mang gustong umampon sa kin, GO.

Hindi na ko nakaligo sa lungkot ko. Nag-IRC nalang at naki-chat sa mga ka-brew. Masaya. Panandaliang ibinaon ang problema sa limot. Hindi parin makatulog. Nagcomment si Direk RA Rivera sa multiply ko. Idol. xD May lomo lecture sa High Street bukas. Gusto ko pumunta. Gusto ko ding pumunta sa Cubao X. Sana may peys akong pambili ng bagong camera. At andito sa bahay ang tatay ko. Sana di pa niya nakakalimutan yung sinabi niya.

Hindi parin ako makatulog.

Kahit gustong-gusto ko na.

Lalo na kung panghabangbuhay na tulog na.

A Note from the Universe

2008-05-22T16:00:00.002+08:00

I just received this in my mail. And it speaks a lot. :) A lot of LOVE.

To clarify, Charmaine, the primary roles of LOVE are not to heal, fix, or mend. Not to soothe, cure, or ease. Not even to refresh, rejuvenate, or restore. Hardly.

The primary roles of LOVE, Charmaine, are to "Yahoo!" "Yeehaa!" and "Whoohooo!"

You were born to love, Charmaine, no matter the cost, no matter what someone else said, and no matter how the past once played out.

Get your love on,
The Universe

from Notes of the Universe

David Cooks and Brings Home the Bacon

2008-05-22T15:43:00.004+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO DAVID COOK FOR BEING THE NEW IDOL!!~xD
And also to the cutie boy David Archuleta! ;]

I Love You More Today Than Yesterday.

2008-05-22T14:14:00.002+08:00

NEW LAYOUT!!!~xD feat. my favorite Fay D. Fluorite (ファイ・D・フローライト) and the song "More today than Yesterday". The song just perfectly describes my love for that person. Haha. :P

Finally, I'm done with my Manufacturing Laboratory internship! :)) My OT days are done and over. *rejoices* But what can I say, it was the most memorable internship ever. I made a lot of good people that became good friends, realized some important things, re-discovered myself and got myself into tough and trying circumstances. But nonetheless, I learned a lot. I believe that's what really matters. :]

Marian, Jenny, Jessika, Kuya Gani, Tinay, Meann, Sir Sherwin (25! Haha.), Mimai, Shiori, Che,
Kuya JL, Kuya Fulay, Kuya Ronald, Kuya Alex, Kuya Rod, Kuya Samboy & Kuya Jeff.

And I had a haircut!! *points at sidebar pic* :)) Well? Haha!! It's teh beeeengs revival!!~xP

Later kiddos, I'll just have my breakfast, lunch and merienda in one.

sometimes I tend to forget.

2008-05-22T13:28:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Ashen, again. :)

My list for the deeds I should accomplish today.
`deed
1 : something that is done [evil deeds]
2 : a usually illustrious act or action : feat, exploit [a hero's daring deeds]
3 : the act of performing : action [righteous in word and in deed]

1. ~~Watch~~ the GREASE VCD I bought last weekend. WATCHING!!

2. At least try to talk to someone.

3. Do something good.

4. Go to High Street to see the Lomowall Exhibit.

5. Call Digiprint.

Do you LOVE me?

2008-05-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

Just recovered from a brownout. :|

I'm planning to write at least a satisfying update tonight but I'm really not in the mood. Sorry.
I've been swinging on my emotions today, cried under the shower and literally remained silent the whole night. Why?

It's just that I, again, felt unloved.

By who? My mother. Only she can give me this feeling of being void and abandoned. I feel like a burden in our household and in this family I belong. I don't get appreciated. I just merely exist. And clearly trying to survive but I'm slowly drowning.

I couldn't expect any better from my father either. I didn't expect anything from him anyway.

And why on earth am I even talking about this? It is just that a lot of people have been talking about their parental issues lately. I've had my own share.

"Everybody thinks you live the perfect life." I also thought I was making it through life smoothly but no, I get problems and heartaches as well. I'm still HUMAN after all.

I just wish that there's at least some people left who loves me. :[

fed up.

2008-05-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

i am going through a ~~teenage~~ angst period right now.

pagod lang siguro ako.
at badtrip sa allergy ko.
at sa lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sakin.

...makatulog na nga lang.

The "L" Word.

2008-05-10T19:15:00.006+08:00

Got tagged by Ashen. :)

Name ten things that start with the letter L.

1. Love – I have the bug in my system and I can't get it off.

2. Lomography – Makes my soul jump to the heavens. :)

3. Label – This is perhaps due to my intoxicating duty. Watching them stick the labels and us putting the bottles into the boxes.

4. LIFE – It just couldn't get any better.

5. Lies – We make 'em, we break 'em. :(

6. Laptop – my beloved Blackstar. ♥

7. LOL. – one of my favorite expressions. :))

8. Livejournal – I haven't updated mine in ages.

9. Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds – one of my favorite Beatles song. When I heard it on the movie I am Sam, it gave me goosebumps.

10. Lactobacilli – ...shirota strain. :D My favorite Yakult. Ü

I’m tagging Allyza, Mary, Vannesa, Dhea and Paw. For the tagged, please name ten things starting with letter R... just because. And congratulate me for making an effort to actually tag people. :]

breaking down.

2008-05-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

Third day of internhsip.
I couldn't feel my scapulas anymore.
My hands were worn out.
I'm too tired.
I'm dead beat.

I'm sad.
I'm disappointed.
I should have followed my heart.
And now it feels broken.
I miss some people.
I will miss them more.

I'm thankful but i'm just at the edge of my limits.
I wanna cry. :(
I need rest but I need to get this over with.

deadvolt

2008-05-06T18:22:00.002+08:00

My body just went into exhaustion mode. I went to Diamond Lab at Commonwealth earlier today together with Jessika, Che, Marianne, Meann and Shiori to submit our recommendation letters and what can I say... the commute was torture.

My duty starts tomorrow but i'm so drained that I couldn't even feel the excitement for it. damn. I'M JUST SO EFFING TIRED. I don't even wanna type anymore. =(

goodbye summer.

2008-05-06T00:21:00.003+08:00

i still can't sleep. and tomorrow's our orientation for the manuf lab internship at diamond lab. we'll start our duty on wednesday and that'll last for 20 days or less (if we get ourselves some OT). gahd. my biological clock will be again whacked.

it will be goodbye summer for me. or maybe not, i still have my weekends.
kailangan ko pang pumunta ng paragon (brewrats booth) at ihatid yung promised bribe ko at ishow-off narin ang proudly-made shirt ko. *kicks ass* but bahala na. wala pang peys eh. wala pa yung promised DSLR ko. malabo padin ang pag-asa ko sa kanya at nahihibang na ako. at nililigawan ko parin ang parentals para bilhan ako ng DS. >___< frustrations. frustrations.

~~naalala ko tuloy yung love talk 101 natin kagabi KP.~~
we still have to manage that calendar plan we have. choose a number for our Starbucks day, dapat malapit sa araw ng sweldo para madaling makahingi sa magulang ng peys. :)) haha.

ayaw ko pang mag-internship. tinatamad pa talaga ako. xoxo.//lucyintheskies

ETA: i think it's gonna rain tomorrow. it's not being psychic, the thunderclouds are RAWR-ing. :P

tagged`

2008-05-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

allyza tagged me. :)

• Here are the rules: Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
• No.

2. What color do you like most?
• Black.

3. Have you ever shoplifted?
• Nope.

4. What is your greatest fear?
• Heights siguro.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?
• Part? like physical part? Wala naman.

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
• Eat comfort food. Sleep. Internet.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
• Pwede who? My siblings then.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
• Charity. Shopping. Save. Business. etc. etc.

9. How can you help fight global warming?
• conserve energy.

10. Do you know what makes you happy?
• Partly yes, partly no.

11. How do you cope with boredom?
• Eat. Fold paper cranes. Take pictures.

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
• Hmm~ those moments that I got too afraid to make some risks.

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
• Yung nagpapaasa.

14. What is/are your ambition/s?
• forensic scientist // photographer // artist

5. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?
• hmm~ won't tell. :)

16. What would you prefer? a brother or a sister?
• brother.

17. What book do you like the most?
• Bob Ong's books. :]

18.How would you describe your life in three words?
• Weird. Crazy. Fun.

19. What would u prefer the most, blogging or cuddling?
• blogging.

20. Are You In love?
• maybe yes. or no.

And I tag... ANYONE. :]

Hearing Test and Paper Cranes

2008-05-05T15:37:00.010+08:00

I got the link from ate Yumi's site. You might wanna check it out too and see if your sense of hearing is still doing mighty fine. HEAR THE WORLD.Thank God mine's working just alright. I have had doubts with my hearing pa naman sometimes. Whew!

So I had a hard time sleeping again last night so I tried my origami skills and googled on how to make paper cranes (inspired when I saw the paper cranes in the movie I am Sam). Thanks to wikiHow, somehow I managed to make my first paper crane to, well... at least look like a crane. The head came out lame-ish though, I know that. The green one was my first and I just made the smaller one this morning. Yet I'm a failure at remembering the steps on how to do it. Ugh. *dementia* I'll be making more if I get bored and hang it on my window. xD~

But I doubt that I'd be bored today because teh familia's PSP is there to give me the entertainment. :P I don't have a name for it yet because it's not personally mine and we have to share it among ourselves, that is, me and my siblings. I had my
time with it earlier today and after playing with Sudoku (FTW!!) I decided to take on Tekken Dark Resurrection. WTF?! ADDICTION GAME PWNAGE. My fingers got sore after playing for more than an hour on arcade battle mode. 29 WINS, 3 LOSSES. Mokujin is my favorite character. And I spaz out when I lose a battle and still has tendencies for throwing childish tantrums due to a phailed video game battle. :| I just stopped when it was time for YAKULT and siomai. :))

Merienda time!! Later kiddos! x3.~ xoxo.

day's end.

2008-05-05T00:58:00.003+08:00

whew. today was a whirlwind. I had too much to grasp in just one day. @___@ but the gig was sooooo much fun! kahit na against all odds kami ni keipi (and we're both in GREEN!! haha. ~~what's with the green? greenminded.~~ lmao.) NA-MEET KO NA SI LIA AND MAXENE!!! XD FUN!! lol. sorry for the lack of capitalization and sudden use of CAPS.

finally, nagawa na ni keipi yung mission niya and I was also able to give out the stickers. pinagpipilitan pa ni jayjay na di daw siya yun, si rocky daw yung nasa sticker niya. >___< naman. that was his hair before he had it trimmed. *shows album cover for proof* gaaaaaaah~ but pepe made my day!! so wasak! sabaw mode talaga pag si pepe na ang bumanat. at naalala niya pa ako. katuwa ka naman talaga kuya pepe. si louie... one word: MAKULIT. (OT: and why does the word makulit looks like the word yakult? haha. i'm craving for yakult. we should have yakult inuman sessions one time) OMG. lakan + great balls of fire + pretty woman = <3. super galing.

at... may coincidence ulit na nangyari. basta. *headdesk*

duma-daredevil na naman ako at muntik na kaming masagasaan ni keipi on national highway. lmaooo~ don't trust me talaga on crossing streets. malas ako dun. grabe ang adrenaline rush, pero promise keipz di ko talaga nakitang paparating yung bus. malabo na nga talaga siguro yung mata ko. O___O

oh well, natapos ko na din yung essay na pinapatulong gawin sakin ni mackie. sabaw na naman utak ko sa human dignity na yan. naungkat lahat ng spare vocabulary ko na matagal ko nang hindi nagagamit. geez~ i miss writing tuloy. :|

i'll just update ~~tomorrow~~ later and post some pictures. :D my brain is swirling in its own soup. hindi pa ako inaantok but my head is agonizing me.

ETA: I will quote Keipi's text message, "It's ok mai. No matter how you hate yourself and no matter how many sermons you gave yourself, when it comes to issues like that you'll always, always never learn." -- Well, I don't like it to be this way. I wish never felt it in the first place. :'(

xoxo.