★~` アイスース!

Saturday, May 31, 2008 ★ 9:27 PM;

After being disappointed at Fully Booked High Street last night (Out of Stock na daw), sa wakas nakabili na din ako ng SHINJI ILABAS MO NA ANG HELICOPTER!! xD~ =) Buti meron pa sila sa Music One nung limited edition na may 3D glasses. ^___^ Ang coooool! Hahaha! Psychedelic visions~!! AY SUS! Nahilo ako pagkatapos kong suotin.

Kasalukuyan ko siyang pinapatugtog -- ang gaganda ng mga tracks!! Itsalottafun! I give it 5 stars sa rating. Current favorite tracks ko ang Simulan mo na at Deafening Silence. Sulit sa halagang P280 lang, kaya get your own copy na din! (Mag-advertise ba? =P)

Shinji ilabas mo na ang helicopter! Ngayon na!! =))


Nag-comment din si Sir Ra sa Shinji ilabas mo na ang helicopter! album ko sa multiply. "hihihi...brrr..." 47 na pala si Sir Ra. Parang ayaw ko maniwala. WASAQUE!~

Speaking of multiply... nagpalit na ko ng layout(ulit). Haha. Medyo self-centered eh. =P Back to black & grey na naman ako. Add me kung may mga multiply kayo. ^^,

P.S.: The Bloomfields gig is tonight. I was waiting for it the whole month of May but I decided not to go. =| Napagod lang ata ko sa lakad ko kanina. Blah. or due to some other reasons blah blah blah.
P.P.S.: May gig din Pedicab sa mag:net high street ngayon. Malapit lang sana kaso hindi ako nagpaalam. At tinatamad din ako. :| *kicks self*

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★~`hello goodbye.

★ 8:03 PM;

I woke up quite early today. First thing that came into my mind was my dream. A weird one though. I almost kicked someone's ass for being annoying and harassing me in my dream. I could clearly remember saying in my dream, "Pag di mo ititigil yan, masasaktan ka talaga sa kin." I know, I know. I am brutal and violent. :| I even wanna do the stapler scene from the APM music video. *dominatrix* Haha! =)) Aaaaaaand I dreamt about him again. Gah. *shrugs*

I met up with Kuya Mike at Quiapo earlier today to get the t-shirt I ordered for DJ Ramon. I can't wait to give it to them (DJ Angel, DJ Tado && DJ Ramon). Hope they'll like it and it's the right size. *fingers-crossed* So moving on, I texted my Ma today. I know we're not in good terms in the past weeks {?} I couldn't even remember when it started. She left for Cebu to deal with some stuffs without me knowing it. She replied to me saying that she was just waiting for me to talk to her. Yeah. I do know I could be that quiet, silent treatment works just fine with me ever since things got out of hand (i.e. family issues, blah-blah). Those things. But as they say, "hindi mo din sila matitiis..." maybe it's true, they're my parents for goodness sake. I wouldn't be here if not for them in the first place. So I guess things are beginning to work out alright. I could sigh now with a little relief. :]

And I just found out that my Lolo Nap passed away the other day.



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★~`kapkeyks.

Friday, May 30, 2008 ★ 1:57 PM;

Bumili ako ng confectioner's sugar kahapon at pre-made cupcakes kasabay ng Yakult ko at ilang arroz caldo sachets. Naubos tuloy yung extra kong pera. >__< masarap yung icing in fairness~ =)) Andami nga lang sobra.


"Shinji Ilabas mo na yung kapkeys!! xD~"

At ito ang inatupag ko kagabi bago matulog... (yung kay Rocky kasi kaninang umaga ko lang ginawa yung chibi niya)




*YAY!* fuma-fangirl na ako oh. *kicks self* ~♥♥♥

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★~`happy birthday rocky!

★ 10:32 AM;


weeeee!~ his hair still took me forever to draw. bushy. lol. =P
happy birthday rocky! yellow mangga. xD~


P.S.: Hopefully I can watch their charity gig tomorrow.

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★~`shinji ilabas mo na ang helicopter

Thursday, May 29, 2008 ★ 3:34 PM;

Sobrang I waaaaaaaaaant!!!~X3! brrr...hihi. Sana makalabas ako mamaya at bibili na talaga ako. =) Sana lang talaga meron sa odyssey market market kundi ewan ko nalang. papasabugin ko shop nila!! *evil laugh* panext ako sa isteypler!! wahahaha! seme (not in the yaoi context) si mimaaaaaaai!! gusto kong nakikita kang duguan. wasak! di ko kayang maging uke. lmao. *kinky* hihihi.
Nagkaka-psychedelic visions nako kakapakinig ng Ang Pusa Mo. @___@ アイスース! LSS! WOOT!~xD EYE SEUSS!!

P.S.: Gusto ko ng puting Wayfarers at papalagyan ko ng prescription lens. Pang everyday use ko. *APIR!* =P
P.P.S: Kaliwete din siguro si Diego Mapa. Dahil ang relo niya ay nasa kanang kamay.
ETA: I might change my url soon. Ang haba ng instantcardiacarrest eh. xP~
At tumawag pala ako sa Odyssey M!M!, wala pa daw sila nung album. ='( San naman kaya ako maghahanap nun bukas??

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★~`fun! fun! fun!

★ 12:23 AM;

WASAQUE!~xD Tonight's episode of The Brewrats was so fun! deymn. Ang hawt ng boses ni RA Rivera. On RA Rivera's voice: "Boses pa lang, wasak ka na." Addiction na ito dude. Twice ko na ata nababanggit sa araw na ito sa mga posts ko ang name si Sir RA (brrrr.. lamig pooo... hihihi...) LOL.

Aside from that, nakatapos na naman ako ng isang design today. Binigay ni Je yung shoes niya kanina. Ang yummy nung kinalabasan... that is why I'm now green with envy. HAHAHA! =))


Teh permanent marker and toothpick worked like miracle!~xD
The stars!!! KAWAII-DESU!! ^___^

More photos HERE. Feel free to add me pero pakilala kayo. :]
Comment nadin kayo sa mga photos && works ko.
Siguro i'll buy another pair for myself tapos i'll paint it again... kaso paubos na ata yung acrylic paint ko. =( saaaaaaaad. oh well.

Nga pala, tinanong na ni Papa kanina kung ano daw yung camera na pinapabili ko. D60 yung sinabi ko. WOOT!~ Sana talaga matuloy na kong bilhan! *YAY!* Daming comments na! I IZ HAPPY POW>. Haha! brrr... lamig poh... hihihi.

Okay, I will stop blabbering now. ktnx~ (Sir RA Rivera's voice, this is all your fault. brrr...)

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★~`tuition fee

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ★ 1:20 PM;

Just got home from enrollment and OMGWTF!?! our tuition fee was wasak. I now officially declare myself as a member of the People of the Philippines in Poverty. Namaaaaaaan. Effing P47,600.00 peys ang binayaran ko, nakakapanlambot sa kamahalan. At infairness, hindi pa galing sa sarili kong bulsa ang pera kundi sa magulang ko. >__< kalungkutan. Ano pa kaya sa panahon na ako na magpapaaral sa magiging anak ko (KUNG magkakaron man)? Tiyak mangangayayat ako sa kakatrabaho.

Akala ko Rice Shortage lang ang crisis na mararamdaman ko, ngayon pati tuition fee dilemma! AY SUS! Haha. Pumi-Pedicab oh~. OT: Kayooooooot ni Diego Mapa!~xD! Ai tekaaaaaa, Si Sir RA Rivera (Epic WASAQUE!) pa pala! haylabit!! Wasak!

I'm outta here! Gotta go pa sa DLI at ibibigay ko pa yung gift ko kay Eca && Je.


Mamaya nalang ulit ang update! ~x

P.S.: I changed my picture na in my About me section. =) I personally like the small pictures on low opacity that shows fully upon hover. Galing. Haha!! Na-amaze ba. xP~

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★~`chocolate-y.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ★ 1:51 PM;

Lola Soling just got home from Canada. =) And why, of course, she has CANDIES && CHOCOLATES with her for pasalubong! another *YAY!* for today. I'm ecstatic!~xD Too bad the perfume pasalubong for me was confiscated sa airport. I'm just glad Lola's back, but she'll go back to Negros din naman. Oh well.

I could imagine already the migraine i'd be getting upon consumption of these delighful treats. Ahhhh ~the agony! alol.

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★~The Arte Y Pico Award

★ 1:30 PM;

Thank you to Marylyka for the award. I'm surprised! ^__^ But anyways, domo arigatou!~xD `tis my first time to receive a blogging award since the birth of my blogging days. YAY! *does the happy dork dance*

The rules of this award are as follows:

1) You have to pick 5 blogs that you consider deserving of this award for their creativity, design, interesting material, and also for contributing to the blogging community, no matter what language.

2) Each award has to have the name of the author and also a link to his or her blog to be visited by everyone.

3) Each award winner has to show the award and put the name and link to the blog that has given her or him the award itself.

4) Award-winners and the one who has given the prize have to show the link of "Arte y Pico" blog, so everyone will know the origin of this award. http://arteypico.blogspot.com/ Make sure you visit the link above.

And now... my awardees!!
Dhea // Oh so love :]
Yumi // Orange waves towards the sunset
Kate // ♥ ♥ Rainbow Town ♥ ♥
Mary // Sleep, my only love.
Paw // ★ The Daydreamer ★

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★~`play with clay

★ 2:04 AM;

And who said clay is dull and boring? NOT ANYMORE!

I stumbled upon some sites that featured clay artists from multiply and it blew me away. =) I have been a fan of those tiny trinkets for a while now and the curious artsy-fartsy in me wants to make her own collection. *yay!* Of course, the impulsive mimai has to do something to feed her high spirits (or else it would be disaster), after bringing my films to Wells for developing, I decided to get some clay. touché! *totally irrelevant, i just like the way it rhymed.* xP~ Much to my dismay, National Bookstore could only give me the cheap kind-kid stuff modelling clay *just great* and so with that, I have to suffice myself. My hands were itching to do something with it despite my lack of what to do's, what's not and whatevers. Yet I decided to wait a little longer and researched on how to bake those babies and found out that you really need an oven to make it work out well, BUT! a very big BUT! we don't have an oven. *phail!* but we have a toaster, a fckng toaster indeed! So after reading on how clays tend to melt when submitted to toasters and how they emit toxic gases when they reach a certain temperature, I decided to give it a go with the help of aluminum foil. Thank God for instant remedies! xD~ We don't want some toxic fumes inhaled ayt? ^o^

I took a shot on making Popsicles, since they look pretty easy to make. But NO! It was quite hard to shape the modelling clay *grumbles*, it cracks and gets dirty so fast. Ugh. But then again, PATIENCE. My first attempt turned out quite alright (I used the Brand X clay) and the second one (using Brand Y clay) melted over the foil. I thought the second one would turn out good because the clay was easier to mold and it has a much vivid color than Brand X. (Yes. I fancy bright colors~kthnx.) I wasn't really sure if they are hard enough, I just dabbed on some colorless nail-polish and that's it! (I even almost burned one popsicle. T__T)

So here's my finished babies...


Well, don't they look YUM?! ^^ They actually look semi-bread to me. o__O
The Red and Purple one I made as gifts for Ericka and Jessika. Hope they'll like it. ♥


And this one for LEA! PUMPKIN!! Haha. labsyhu leyz. ♥~
Im'ma give this to you on your birthday as a reminder of yer pamkin curse. =))

I really like to make more of these but I guess I have to wait to get myself the real polymer clay and some crafting knick-knacks. =D I have a lot of things in mind that I wanna do! ~xD Too many projects in mind! If only I had many peys!! Haha. *artsy-farsty mode*
Wish me luck dears!! Gambatte! Who knows? I could earn some money from this hobby. KACHING!! MOOLAHS BB's!! alol.*

END OF TRANSMISSION.
It's late and i'm becoming a zombie again. =P
Signing off. xoxo~

P.S.: alol. means actually laughing out loud.
P.P.S.: and peys is my own term for money. =)
P.P.P.S.: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ECA! ♥

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★~rushing hormones.

Monday, May 26, 2008 ★ 11:43 AM;



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★~Psych-ed!

Sunday, May 25, 2008 ★ 9:14 PM;

I spent my Sunday finishing my project. =) The shoe project that is. And VOILA!! Gahahah. That sounded so bakla. lol.



Aside from that, umuwi na si Kuya Fred. :] Naiwan niya pa yung bag niya sa taxi. Namaaaaan. =))))) But i'm happy, my partner-in-crime is back! May kasama na ko maglinis ng kwarto kooo! HAHAHA!!

I'm watching PSYCH right now!~xD *stoked!* Shawn Spencer is hawt! =P And Tim Curry on the 1st episode of Season 2 = FTW! *must buy dvds soon!* ON TO EPISODE 2!!

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★~`take me away from desperation.

★ 12:09 PM;

`Allyza tagged me. :] thanks dearie.


And due to my very limited ex-link friends, I tag everyone in my list. :] I don't mind if you don't do it anyway.

Naks. I figured out the drop-down thingy. Akala ko major brain hemorrhage na naman aabutin ko eh. Buti naman hindi. Soooo.. update update. :] ONE WORD: Accomplished. Siguro dahil may nagawa na naman akong bagay na ikinatuwa ng kaluluwa kong wasak. xP~ Ginawan ko na ng bagong header yung multiply ko at pinalitan na rin ang background. Mas warm na siyang tignan kaysa sa dating vibrant yellow and black na combination. Ginawa ko kaming ZOMBIE ni Louie. =))) Wala lang talaga akong magawa nung mga oras na yan. At nakabili nadin ako sa wakas ng paint para sa slip-ons project ko. :]


Medyo sabog yung pagkakapaint nung ibang parts, di naman kasi ako fine arts student at first time ko din tong gawin. Pero proud nadin ako sa nagawa ko. Kawaii-desu!! Yatta!xD~ Baka bukas matapos ko na siya lahat then sisimulan ko na yung para kina Jessika and Eca. ^o^ I hope matapos ko siya dahil madami pala akong nakapila na gagawin bukas. hehe. =P Well, ano pa ba? Maliban sa gago bago kong gupit, wala naman ng ibang bago sa kin. Ai. Binati ko pala kanina sa facebook si DJ Ramon ng belated HBD at natuwa naman ako dahil nagreply siya. :D WEEE~ ang kras kong tubero. lol.^^, At BBC pa pala!! Brewster-slash-Bloomies-slash-Cookies!! :D David Cook is ♥ ♥ ♥~

Kahit papano pala, masaya ako today. Medyo medyo.



ETA: Para akong naka-contact lens sa pic na yan. Napagtanto kong brown nga talaga ang mata ko. Baka yun yung dahilan kung bakit laging red-eye ang labas ko sa picture pag may flash. *headdesk* walang kwentang reasoning. haha. antok lang siguro to.

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★~Good News

Saturday, May 24, 2008 ★ 12:08 PM;



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★~Bato.

★ 1:02 AM;

Umiyak na naman ako kanina. Wala lang. Nilamon na naman ako ng kalungkutan. Nagdasal nalang ako ng madiin.

"...parang awa mo na Lord. Ayaw ko na po."

Kung ano man yun, bahala na. Napagod lang talaga siguro ako. Bato na kung bato ang puso pero ang bato, nadudurog din. Tagos. Swerte ko nalang at nagagawa ko pang mag-isip ng maayos kahit labo-labo na. Medyo matatag lang siguro ako sa panlabas, pero wasak na wasak na sa loob. Kung sino mang gustong umampon sa kin, GO.

Hindi na ko nakaligo sa lungkot ko. Nag-IRC nalang at naki-chat sa mga ka-brew. Masaya. Panandaliang ibinaon ang problema sa limot. Hindi parin makatulog. Nagcomment si Direk RA Rivera sa multiply ko. Idol. xD May lomo lecture sa High Street bukas. Gusto ko pumunta. Gusto ko ding pumunta sa Cubao X. Sana may peys akong pambili ng bagong camera. At andito sa bahay ang tatay ko. Sana di pa niya nakakalimutan yung sinabi niya.

Hindi parin ako makatulog.

Kahit gustong-gusto ko na.

Lalo na kung panghabangbuhay na tulog na.

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★~A Note from the Universe

Thursday, May 22, 2008 ★ 4:00 PM;

I just received this in my mail. And it speaks a lot. :) A lot of LOVE.

To clarify, Charmaine, the primary roles of LOVE are not to heal, fix, or mend. Not to soothe, cure, or ease. Not even to refresh, rejuvenate, or restore. Hardly.

The primary roles of LOVE, Charmaine, are to "Yahoo!" "Yeehaa!" and "Whoohooo!"

You were born to love, Charmaine, no matter the cost, no matter what someone else said, and no matter how the past once played out.

Get your love on,
The Universe

from Notes of the Universe

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★~David Cooks and Brings Home the Bacon

★ 3:43 PM;


CONGRATULATIONS TO DAVID COOK FOR BEING THE NEW IDOL!!~xD
And also to the cutie boy David Archuleta! ;]

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★~I Love You More Today Than Yesterday.

★ 2:14 PM;

NEW LAYOUT!!!~xD feat. my favorite Fay D. Fluorite (ファイ・D・フローライト) and the song "More today than Yesterday". The song just perfectly describes my love for that person. Haha. :P

Finally, I'm done with my Manufacturing Laboratory internship! :)) My OT days are done and over. *rejoices* But what can I say, it was the most memorable internship ever. I made a lot of good people that became good friends, realized some important things, re-discovered myself and got myself into tough and trying circumstances. But nonetheless, I learned a lot. I believe that's what really matters. :]


Marian, Jenny, Jessika, Kuya Gani, Tinay, Meann, Sir Sherwin (25! Haha.), Mimai, Shiori, Che,
Kuya JL, Kuya Fulay, Kuya Ronald, Kuya Alex, Kuya Rod, Kuya Samboy & Kuya Jeff.

And I had a haircut!! *points at sidebar pic* :)) Well? Haha!! It's teh beeeengs revival!!~xP

Later kiddos, I'll just have my breakfast, lunch and merienda in one.

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★~sometimes I tend to forget.

★ 1:28 PM;




1. Watch the GREASE VCD I bought last weekend. WATCHING!!

2. At least try to talk to someone.

3. Do something good.

4. Go to High Street to see the Lomowall Exhibit.

5. Call Digiprint.

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★~Do you LOVE me?

Sunday, May 18, 2008 ★ 10:20 PM;

Just recovered from a brownout. :|

I'm planning to write at least a satisfying update tonight but I'm really not in the mood. Sorry.
I've been swinging on my emotions today, cried under the shower and literally remained silent the whole night. Why?

It's just that I, again, felt unloved.

By who? My mother. Only she can give me this feeling of being void and abandoned. I feel like a burden in our household and in this family I belong. I don't get appreciated. I just merely exist. And clearly trying to survive but I'm slowly drowning.

I couldn't expect any better from my father either. I didn't expect anything from him anyway.

And why on earth am I even talking about this? It is just that a lot of people have been talking about their parental issues lately. I've had my own share.

"Everybody thinks you live the perfect life." I also thought I was making it through life smoothly but no, I get problems and heartaches as well. I'm still HUMAN after all.

I just wish that there's at least some people left who loves me. :[

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★~fed up.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ★ 9:07 PM;



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★~The "L" Word.

Saturday, May 10, 2008 ★ 7:15 PM;

Got tagged by Ashen. :)

Name ten things that start with the letter L.

1. Love – I have the bug in my system and I can't get it off.

2. Lomography – Makes my soul jump to the heavens. :)

3. Label – This is perhaps due to my intoxicating duty. Watching them stick the labels and us putting the bottles into the boxes.

4. LIFE – It just couldn't get any better.

5. Lies – We make 'em, we break 'em. :(

6. Laptop – my beloved Blackstar. ♥

7. LOL. – one of my favorite expressions. :))

8. Livejournal – I haven't updated mine in ages.

9. Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds – one of my favorite Beatles song. When I heard it on the movie I am Sam, it gave me goosebumps.

10. Lactobacilli – ...shirota strain. :D My favorite Yakult. Ü

I’m tagging Allyza, Mary, Vannesa, Dhea and Paw. For the tagged, please name ten things starting with letter R... just because. And congratulate me for making an effort to actually tag people. :]

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★~breaking down.

Friday, May 09, 2008 ★ 10:51 PM;



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★~deadvolt

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ★ 6:22 PM;

My body just went into exhaustion mode. I went to Diamond Lab at Commonwealth earlier today together with Jessika, Che, Marianne, Meann and Shiori to submit our recommendation letters and what can I say... the commute was torture.

My duty starts tomorrow but i'm so drained that I couldn't even feel the excitement for it. damn. I'M JUST SO EFFING TIRED. I don't even wanna type anymore. =(

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★~goodbye summer.

★ 12:21 AM;

i still can't sleep. and tomorrow's our orientation for the manuf lab internship at diamond lab. we'll start our duty on wednesday and that'll last for 20 days or less (if we get ourselves some OT). gahd. my biological clock will be again whacked.

it will be goodbye summer for me. or maybe not, i still have my weekends.
kailangan ko pang pumunta ng paragon (brewrats booth) at ihatid yung promised bribe ko at ishow-off narin ang proudly-made shirt ko. *kicks ass* but bahala na. wala pang peys eh. wala pa yung promised DSLR ko. malabo padin ang pag-asa ko sa kanya at nahihibang na ako. at nililigawan ko parin ang parentals para bilhan ako ng DS. >___< frustrations. frustrations.

naalala ko tuloy yung love talk 101 natin kagabi KP.
we still have to manage that calendar plan we have. choose a number for our Starbucks day, dapat malapit sa araw ng sweldo para madaling makahingi sa magulang ng peys. :)) haha.

ayaw ko pang mag-internship. tinatamad pa talaga ako. xoxo.//lucyintheskies

ETA: i think it's gonna rain tomorrow. it's not being psychic, the thunderclouds are RAWR-ing. :P

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★~tagged`

Monday, May 05, 2008 ★ 6:29 PM;

allyza tagged me. :)

• Here are the rules: Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
• No.

2. What color do you like most?
• Black.

3. Have you ever shoplifted?
• Nope.

4. What is your greatest fear?
• Heights siguro.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?
• Part? like physical part? Wala naman.

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
• Eat comfort food. Sleep. Internet.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
• Pwede who? My siblings then.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
• Charity. Shopping. Save. Business. etc. etc.

9. How can you help fight global warming?
• conserve energy.

10. Do you know what makes you happy?
• Partly yes, partly no.

11. How do you cope with boredom?
• Eat. Fold paper cranes. Take pictures.

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
• Hmm~ those moments that I got too afraid to make some risks.

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
• Yung nagpapaasa.

14. What is/are your ambition/s?
• forensic scientist // photographer // artist

5. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?
• hmm~ won't tell. :)

16. What would you prefer? a brother or a sister?
• brother.

17. What book do you like the most?
• Bob Ong's books. :]

18.How would you describe your life in three words?
• Weird. Crazy. Fun.

19. What would u prefer the most, blogging or cuddling?
• blogging.

20. Are You In love?
• maybe yes. or no.

And I tag... ANYONE. :]

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★~Hearing Test and Paper Cranes

★ 3:37 PM;


So I had a hard time sleeping again last night so I tried my origami skills and googled on how to make paper cranes (inspired when I saw the paper cranes in the movie I am Sam). Thanks to wikiHow, somehow I managed to make my first paper crane to, well... at least look like a crane. The head came out lame-ish though, I know that. The green one was my first and I just made the smaller one this morning. Yet I'm a failure at remembering the steps on how to do it. Ugh. *dementia* I'll be making more if I get bored and hang it on my window. xD~

But I doubt that I'd be bored today because teh familia's PSP is there to give me the entertainment. :P I don't have a name for it yet because it's not personally mine and we have to share it among ourselves, that is, me and my siblings. I had my
time with it earlier today and after playing with Sudoku (FTW!!) I decided to take on Tekken Dark Resurrection. WTF?! ADDICTION GAME PWNAGE. My fingers got sore after playing for more than an hour on arcade battle mode. 29 WINS, 3 LOSSES. Mokujin is my favorite character. And I spaz out when I lose a battle and still has tendencies for throwing childish tantrums due to a phailed video game battle. :| I just stopped when it was time for YAKULT and siomai. :))

Merienda time!! Later kiddos! x3.~ xoxo.

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★~day's end.

★ 12:58 AM;

whew. today was a whirlwind. I had too much to grasp in just one day. @___@ but the gig was sooooo much fun! kahit na against all odds kami ni keipi (and we're both in GREEN!! haha. what's with the green? greenminded. lmao.) NA-MEET KO NA SI LIA AND MAXENE!!! XD FUN!! lol. sorry for the lack of capitalization and sudden use of CAPS.

finally, nagawa na ni keipi yung mission niya and I was also able to give out the stickers. pinagpipilitan pa ni jayjay na di daw siya yun, si rocky daw yung nasa sticker niya. >___< naman. that was his hair before he had it trimmed. *shows album cover for proof* gaaaaaaah~ but pepe made my day!! so wasak! sabaw mode talaga pag si pepe na ang bumanat. at naalala niya pa ako. katuwa ka naman talaga kuya pepe. si louie... one word: MAKULIT. (OT: and why does the word makulit looks like the word yakult? haha. i'm craving for yakult. we should have yakult inuman sessions one time) OMG. lakan + great balls of fire + pretty woman = <3. super galing.

at... may coincidence ulit na nangyari. basta. *headdesk*

duma-daredevil na naman ako at muntik na kaming masagasaan ni keipi on national highway. lmaooo~ don't trust me talaga on crossing streets. malas ako dun. grabe ang adrenaline rush, pero promise keipz di ko talaga nakitang paparating yung bus. malabo na nga talaga siguro yung mata ko. O___O

oh well, natapos ko na din yung essay na pinapatulong gawin sakin ni mackie. sabaw na naman utak ko sa human dignity na yan. naungkat lahat ng spare vocabulary ko na matagal ko nang hindi nagagamit. geez~ i miss writing tuloy. :|

i'll just update tomorrow later and post some pictures. :D my brain is swirling in its own soup. hindi pa ako inaantok but my head is agonizing me.

ETA: I will quote Keipi's text message, "It's ok mai. No matter how you hate yourself and no matter how many sermons you gave yourself, when it comes to issues like that you'll always, always never learn." -- Well, I don't like it to be this way. I wish never felt it in the first place. :'(

xoxo.

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~ Saving the World before doing homework.
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★~April 23, 2008

Sunday, May 04, 2008 ★ 4:07 PM;

So why April 23 when it's already the 4th of May? That's because i'm plugging my friend Keipi's blogpost in multiply. She made rather long narration of what happened last April 23 (my pre-birthday celebration slash first bloomfields gig). X3. If you wanna see it, it's HERE.

I will probably write about that day soon, when I get the hype to do it and say NO to procrastination. Naku please kick my ass if I won't do it.

And I have the colds again. Damn.

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~ Saving the World before doing homework.
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★~Batang 90's ka ba?

Saturday, May 03, 2008 ★ 9:16 PM;

From Bella @ multiply

• Masaya ka kapag naglalaro ka ng Tex at Pog. Kadalasan ang design dito ay yung mga palabas sa TV, mga drama o kaya anime, may dialogue pa. lol. -- You have no idea kung pano ako na-addict sa tex at pog. :P Pero i'm a true-blue tex girl and Voltes 5 pa ang uso nung mga panahong yun. May baklang carrying case pa ako nun... at ang laman? Why, TEX op cors!! :))

• May comics pa ang bazooka. Kahit di mo maintindihan yung Fortune Cookie sa huli ay collection mo pa rin yun. -- akala ko dati wala lang yung mga fortunes. But I did collect them, saksak sa bulsa, then malalabhan, tas magkakalimutan na. :))

• Uso pa yung tirador, yung gawa talaga sa sanga ng puno.

• Ang mga babae naglalaro ng paper dolls na tigpipiso bawat isang set sa sari-sari store. -- HAHAHA! I remember this! Nagbebenta kami nyan dati, syempre ako buena-mano tapos ipagyayabang sa kapitbahay tapos bibili din sila. INSTANT PROMOTION!! XD

• Kung lalake ka, siguradong may pellet gun ka. -- Feeling ko kasi dati, masculine talaga ako. Naalala ko pa yung unang pellet gun ko, tinatago ko pa sa briefcase na pinamana ni mama. Feeling mafia lord ako nun eh, puro boys kalaro ko.

• Humihingi ka ng dalawang piso sa magulang mo para maglaro ng video arcade sa sari-sari store.

• Nagwa-watusi ka kapag New Year kahit pinapagalitan ka ng nanay mo. -- Tumigil ako nung dumikit yung watusi sa kamay ko, never na ulit ako humawak. *trauma*

• Meron kang sapatos na umiilaw yung swelas kapag iniaapak mo. Mas sikat kung iba-iba yung kulay. -- HAHAHA! Sikat ka sa school niyo pag ganun sapatos mo dati! As in ayaw mo pang iapak sa putik o di kaya mabasa kasi precious sayo yung sapatos.

• Merong at least isang Chicago Bulls na shirt sa bahay nyo. Madalas number 23 pa yung nakalagay. -- Unang pumusta ako sa NBA championships kapalit ng 1 litre coke na mananalo ang Chicago Bulls. :)) At syempre, nanalo nga sila. Binida ko pa ang galing ni Michael Jordan. Oha!

• Pinapatulog ka ng yaya/nanay mo tuwing tanghali o hapon para raw lumaki. Hindi na kasi pinapatulog ang mga bata ngayon tuwing tanghali di tulad nung panahon natin. -- TRUE!! At ayaw na ayaw ko kapag pinapatulog ako, dun ako natutong magtulug-tulugan. Haha.

• Sinasabihan ka ng matatanda na may lalabas na pari o bigas sa sugat mo kapag hindi nilagyan ng alcohol pero in the end, betadine lang ang magpapatahimik sa inyo. -- Haha. Natatakot talaga ako nun sa pari na lalabas!! Tapos isang beses pinilit ko siyang palabasin, just imagine that. Ayun, dumugo lang ng dumugo ang sugat ko.

• Kung babae ka, nagkaroon ka ng butterfly hairclips/rings. ( si Jolina ang nagpauso nito.) haha. -- YAHAHAHAHAK!! Pero oo, meron nga ako nung hairclips na may spring pa para nagmumukhang nagfflutter yung butterfly. lmaoo. Ginawa akong bakla ng magulang ko nung bata pa ko.

• Kung medyo may pera ang pamilya nyo, nagpabili ka ng Polly Pocket. -- Average family lang kami nun eh, kaya pinaghirapan ko ang una at huling Polly Pocket ko... kinailangan kong maging 1st honor nung prep. Nasabaw ang utak pero ayos lang, may Polly Pocket naman. :)

• Naglalagay ka ng Kisses (yung mabango) sa pencil case mo, o kaya sa isang lalagyan na may bulak, alcohol at tinutusok ng karayom para mabilis manganak. -- HAHAHA!! at nanganganak na yung Kisses!! May hybrid pa na two colors in one. I remember the days. :]

• May free stickers ng Disney movies sa loob ng Maggi noodles. -- Pinutakte ko ang ref namin ng mga stickers na yan. Wala pa kasing Lucky Me noon kaya Maggi ang paborito ng mga bata.

• Pinapatunog mo yung takip ng Gatorade. -- Ditto. Hanggang ngayon.

• Ang mga stationeries na uso: Papemelroti, Tsukuba, Sashikibuta. Pwedeng ibenta, pwedeng trade lang. -- Tumpak!! Hindi nga pwede ipamigay yun dati, trade lang talaga. Yun lagi ko hinihinging pasalubong sa tita ko, stationary maliban sa comics. :]

• Pampalipas oras mo dati ang paglalaro ng Brick Game, at swerte yung mga may advanced version na may tumatagos na blocks para mapuno na yung gap sa loob. Mas advanced ka kung Tamagotchi ang nilalaro mo. Pinapakain mo, pinapatulog mo, at inililibing mo kung namatay na. At kung talagang kaya nyong bumili, Game Boy ang sayo. Pero kung wala ka talaga, yung laruan na lang na may tubig sa loob tapos dapat ma-shoot mo yung mga bilog sa stick na maliit. -- Wala akong Tamagotchi, can't afford kami nun eh at tate elementary na ko nung nagka-Game Boy kami kaya na-master ko na yung Brick Game na A to Z pa yung version. Yeaba!! :P

• Bago magsimula ang klase, nakikilaro ka muna sa 10-20, jackstone, langit lupa, ice water, taguan, dr. quack quack, tumbang preso, pepsi seven up at agawan base. Di bale nang madumi na ang uniform mo pagpasok ng classroom. -- AMEN.

• Sinasabi mo sa kaklase mo na "Liars go to hell" kapag tingin mo nagsisinungaling sya. "Cross my heart, hope to die" kapag nangangako ka. "Period no erase" kapag gusto mo walang kumontra sayo. Kaya lang wala kang lusot kapag sinabi ng kaklase mo na "Akin yung factory ng pambura". -- Hanggang ngayon nag-lliars go to hell parin ako. :P Haha. Hindi ko naranasan yung "akin yung factory ng pambura" pero nadaanan ko yung Period no erase. :))

• Sikat ka pag ang pencil case mo nabubuksan sa dalawang side tapos maraming attachments like magnifying lens, book stand, compartments na maliliit tapos push button pa. Minsan sa ibabaw ng pencil case meron pang maze, may maliit na silver na bola tapos itatagilid mo yung pencil case para gumulong yun, hanggang sa matapos yung maze. -- Naiinggit ako sa kaklase ko dati kaya nagpabili din ako, tapos ayun na, nagsimula dun ang addiction ko sa ballpen. Ang layoooooo~haha.

• Di ka baduy kung ang notebook mo nung elementary ay may mukha ng artista. -- Uso nga yun dati, pero prescribed kasi yung notebook namin kaya hindi ko to nasubukan.

• Sa coolman mo inilalagay ang tubig na baon mo sa school. -- True! At yung tumbler na instant nag-ppop out yung straw. WINNER!! XD

• Nagpabili ka ng Baby-G sa magulang mo. -- Hanggang imit lang ang kinaya naming bilhin. At naki-Baby G ang ako dahil kontrabida sa buhay ko dati ang mga orasang de-kamay.

• Elementary ka nung nauso ang pager. Yun pa ang pinapangarap ng mga bata, hindi pa cell phone.

• Meron ka pa rin ng pinakamalaking cell phone na nakatago na ngayon sa mga kahon. -- Haha! Meron nga! Pero di naman siya yung pinakamalaki!! :))

• Wala pang PS/PS2, XBox, Wii, atbp. noon. Family Computer pa lang, yung cartridge yung bala. Usong laro ang Mario Bros., Battle City at Rambo. -- OMG!OMG!OMG!! Family Computer FTW!! Hihipan mo pa yung cartridge pag ayaw gumana tapos instant okay na pag nahipan. Isama mo pa sa uso yung Bomber Man. :] Panalo talaga. XD

• Meron ka ng isa sa mga ito: Family Computer, Nintendo, Sega, roller blades, brick game, Tamagochi, Swatch Watch w/ matching guard, Troll collection. -- May Troll ako dati at nagwwish pa ko sa kanya. :P Syempre hindi mawawala ang FC, Nintendo, Sega (SONIC!!! XD), Brick Game at ang paborito ko sa lahat... ang roller blades. X3~

• Alam mo ang mga linyang ito sa mga kanta: "Natatawa ako, hi hi hi hi", "Anong paki mo sa long hair ko", "Dahil sa bawal na gamot", "Mga kababayan ko, bilib ako sa kulay ko". -- Banal na aso, santong kabayoooooo!!!

• Isa dito ay theme song mo: "I Swear" by All 4 One, "What's Up" by 4 Non Blondes (And I say, Hey ey ey ey ey ey. I said hey, What's goin on!), "Zombie" by Cranberries. -- Nasan ang Bizarre Love Triangle na may kasama pang choreo pag kinanta?

• Sumasayaw ka ng Macarena. -- No choice. Kasama sa program sa school yun eh.

• Alam mo ang kanta ng Spice Girls at may favorite ka sa kanila. Kung fan ka talaga, may poster ka pa at casette tape ka pa nila. -- :)) Hindi naman ako umabot sa cassette & posters stage, pero natuwa ako nung may free Spice Girls concert CD yung component na binili namin.

• Malamang ay naging fanatic ka ng isa sa mga sumikat na boy bands. -- a1. Kras na kras ko nun si Ben Adams. WAKOKOKOKOKOKO~

• Ang tinutugtog lagi sa radyo ay mga kanta ng mga banda gaya ng Eraserheads, Parokya ni Edgar nung nagpapalda pa lang sila, Alamid, Rivermaya, True Faith, The Youth, Afterimage at kung anu-ano pang pinoy bands. -- I miss those years.

• Tape pa ang uso, di CD or MP3 players. Pag gusto mo yung kanta kailangan tantyahin mo kung ilang seconds i-rewind yun para mabilis paulit-ulitin. -- at kung mamalasin ka pa, kinakain ng player niyo ang cassette mo. WASAK!

• Kinakanta nyo dati sa school yung "Heal the World", "Tell the World of His Love", "Jubilee Song", etc. -- I love Tell the world of his Love. Kanta yun nung dumating si Pope John Paul II. At syempre may mga hand movements pang kasama yung pagkanta.

• Nanonood ka dati ng Power Rangers, Captain Planet o Ninja Turtles. Nagkukunyari pa kayo ng mga kaibigan mo na kayo yun at nagkakasipaan kayo. -- Ninja Tartoooools!!! XD FTW!! Op cors, crush ko nun si White Ranger kaya gusto ko ako si Kimberly (Pink Ranger) kasi sila yung lumalabteam. HAHA. Captain Planet = RPN9!!

• Di ka papagalitan ng magulang kahit magbabad ka sa TV, basta ang pinapanood mo ay Hiraya Manawari, Bayani at Sine Skwela, kung saan nakilala mo sila Teacher Waki, Ugat Puno, Palikpik, at ang buong barkada nila lalo na kapag nakasakay sila sa space ship o sa jeep na lumilipad. -- APRUB!!

• Sinubaybayan mo ang Ghost Fighter at ang Dragon Ball. Naging favorite mo si Eugene at si Goku. -- Walang kupas. Pero favorite ko nun si Dennis at si Trunks. :)

• Niloloko mo yung theme song ng Voltes V kasi di mo maintindihan yung theme song: "Tato ni Ara Mina malaking cobra...", "Boltes Payb lima sila, pumunta sa kubeta...", "...Kontra Bulate!" -- Uyy. In fairness, minemorize ko yun.

• Napanood mo din yung ibang anime tulad ng Shaider, Sailormoon, Daimos at Maskman. Saulo mo pa nga yung kanta dun: "Oh maskuman kayo ang pag-asa.. Iligtas kami sa marahas na kadiliman... Kami inyong ipaglaban! Sugod, sugod laban maskuman, ipaglaban nyo ang katarungan.. Sige, sige laban maskuman.." -- Highlights of otaku-ness!! XD Sobrang favorite ko yung Sailormoon dati kahit hubad sila pag nagttransform. lol.

• Sinubaybayan mo ang Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa, Julio at Julia, at Cedi. Pinanood mo pa nga yung movie version ng Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa with Camille Prats. -- Dahil dun naging favorite ko si Camille Prats. Gustong-gusto ko yung mga damit nila sa movie. Dun unang nabuo sa isip ko na gusto kong pumunta sa Inglatera. :P At teka, isama mo pa dyan si Remi.

• Alam mo din yung "Ang Pulubi at ang Prinsesa" with Camille Prats and Angelica Panganiban. -- Op cors. At ayaw ko kay Angelica Panganiban dahil sa role niya dun.

• Gusto mong sumali sa ANG TV. Pero alam mong hindi na pwede. kaya kuntento ka na lang sa panonood nito tuwing 4:30 ng hapon.

• Batibot ang usong palabas. Akala mo nga mag-dyowa o mag-asawa sina Kuya Bodjie at Ate Sheena. -- PONG PAGONG AT KIKO MATSING!! X3.

• Alam mo yung tono ng pinausong kanta ng show na "ATBP.": Isa.. dalawa-tatlo.. apat-lima.. anim-pito-walo.. syam-sampu... labingisa-labingdalawa... labingtatlo... labingapat-labinglima...

• Napanood mo ang Batang X.

• Sabay kayo nanonood ng yaya mo ng Marimar.

• Nanonood ka ng kahit alin dito: "Okay Ka Fairy Ko", "Oki Doki Doc", "Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata", "Palibhasa Lalake", "Ober da Bakod", at "Home Along Da Riles". -- all of the above!!

• Galit ka kay Clara kasi sobra naman talaga sya mang-api kay Mara. -- Gladys Reyes, the classic kontrbida.

• Pinanood mo din yung "Villa Quintana", "Esperanza", "Anakarenina" atbp. -- Esperanza lang naaalala ko.

• Mga love teams na nagpakilig sayo: Juday and Wowie. Jolina and Marvin. -- Haha. OMG. Mas kinilig pa ko kay Piolo-Juday. Kaso bakla na si Piolo. :| WASAK!

• Alam mo yung commercial ng Tender Juicy hotdog na ganito: "Dear diary, Carlo sat beside me today. He's so cute! Sabi niya I'm pretty kaya lang I'm fat."

• Kinakanta mo yung "Thank God it's Sabado, pati na rin Linggo..." at "Isa pa, isa pa, isa pang Chicken Joy". -- Nasa dugong Pinoy na talaga si Jobee.

• Nasa channel 2 pa ang Eat Bulaga at ang Mel and Jay. -- HAHA! OO! Wala pang cable!!

• Nakikita mo sa balita na may mga kultong nagtatago na sa kweba, kasi magugunaw na ang mundo sa year 2000, at yung mga computer daw bigla na lang mag-shu-shut down at mawawala na daw ang technology. -- Nagdasal pa ko nung New Years Eve na sana wag isama ni Lord yung pinakamamahal kong computer na low-tech. :)

• Chinese variety shows ang palabas tuwing umaga ng linggo. -- Naalala ko yung Chinese Cooking Show na madalas kong panoorin kasi mukhang masasarap yung niluluto. :DD

• Matapang ka kung napanood mo lahat ng Shake, Rattle and Roll movies. -- Panalo si Aiza at Manilyn Reynes! Yung mga classic SRR parin ang the best, yung mga bago naging corny na.

• Narinig mong i-announce sa radyo yung death ni Princess Diana. Biglang nauso yung kanta ni Elton John na "Goodbye, England's Rose." -- Nasa service ako nun at pag yun yung pinapatugtog, umiiyak ako.

• Nasa VHS yung mga movies na pinapanood ninyo sa bahay. -- Wala pang dibidi boss. :P

• Kung babae ka, naging crush mo si Leonardo di Caprio dahil sa Titanic. Kaya nga lang, bawal ka pa tumingin sa kissing scenes nina Jack at Rose. -- Haha. So true. Super crush material talaga si Leonardo di Caprio. <3.

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~ Saving the World before doing homework.
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★~It's here!!XD~

★ 2:00 PM;



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★~Ironic.

★ 1:43 PM;


Wala. Natuwa lang ako masyado sa picture na to. May kwento. Napakagaling.

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★~nail color

Friday, May 02, 2008 ★ 8:27 PM;




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★~Handwrting Analysis

Thursday, May 01, 2008 ★ 3:33 PM;

...and because of this, you'll get to know what my real name is. :)) My real name is just too Charmaine-ish. It doesn't fit me well on most occassions, maybe only when i'm in my serious mode. lol. I'm watching Nosferatu now. YAY for silent movies! :P

Charmaine is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action.

Because Charmaine feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Charmaine reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

Charmaine has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Charmaine desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier.

Charmaine has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person.

She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Charmaine doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.Charmaine is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Charmaine is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

In reference to Charmaine's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Charmaine slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Charmaine can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.Charmaine's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Charmaine that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Charmaine also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Charmaine is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Charmaine's self-concept is artificially low. Charmaine will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Charmaine to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Charmaine is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Charmaine has a tendency to put things off, Charmaine procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Charmaine will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Charmaine has a need to be in control of her own life. She is a strong individual that can control situations to her advantage. This person can take control of a situation. She likes control and has the ability to control people without getting them offended.

Charmaine has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Charmaine has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Charmaine fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Charmaine has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Charmaine is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Charmaine would like to leave the past behind and move on.

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~ Saving the World before doing homework.
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★~the reel is rolling.

★ 1:52 PM;


I am currently watching SHUTTER and it still scares the hell out of me.
I would probably piss my pants if ever that thing happens to me. I love and hate all at the same time the fact that it involves photography in its theme and I am fully aware of my supernatural tendencies (in fact, my love for it) but the movie still...err.. yeah. *shrugs* And funny, it's still daylight and i'm giving myself a scare for watching Shutter first thing in the morning. And I don't like the screaming noises of Natre (the girl that became the ghost), it bothers me. O___O

But on the side note, the male protagonist is still dayum bishie to my eyes. :P lol.

All I did yesterday was watch television. We watched Dukes of Hazard: The Beginning, Stephen King's Rose Red and I am Sam. I'm so good at slacking off, am I not? :DD I remembered watching I am Sam before but I wasn't really able to digest it very well until last night. It made me cry buckets. Haha. But seriously, the movie was so touching and the soundtrack! OMG the soundtrack!! The Beatles FTW!! Sam's love for The Beatles was immense and how he related it to his life was heartwarming. I could say a lot more about the movie but it would be best if you go and see it for yourself. :] I have had my Spoiler Queen days. :P

So I guess yesterday was okay, I get to spend some time with my evil siblings. HAHAHA!! They aren't that bad but they annoy me at times, perhaps it's the age gap. Quite stressful. I'm 20 and my younger brother is 14 and the youngest going 13. The fact of our six years gap is already a steaming pressure and then there's this big responsibility i am accounted for, being the eldest and all that. Sometimes , I honestly do wish that maybe I could exchange places with my siblings, perhaps become the youngest or the middle child. But I know that every morning I wake up, i'm still the ate of the family and how vaguely happy I am for it because I know it is God's will. And at every step of the way, wherever our current family relationship (which is on the rocks) turns up, I have to be strong, at least for myself but most for my siblings. :) I love you two pain-in-my-ass kids, just in case one day you'll be able to read this blogpost. And to my sister in heaven, Camille. I know you're happy wherever you are.



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★~Labor Day

★ 11:50 AM;




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