★~Do you LOVE me?

Sunday, May 18, 2008 ★ 10:20 PM;

Just recovered from a brownout. :|

I'm planning to write at least a satisfying update tonight but I'm really not in the mood. Sorry.
I've been swinging on my emotions today, cried under the shower and literally remained silent the whole night. Why?

It's just that I, again, felt unloved.

By who? My mother. Only she can give me this feeling of being void and abandoned. I feel like a burden in our household and in this family I belong. I don't get appreciated. I just merely exist. And clearly trying to survive but I'm slowly drowning.

I couldn't expect any better from my father either. I didn't expect anything from him anyway.

And why on earth am I even talking about this? It is just that a lot of people have been talking about their parental issues lately. I've had my own share.

"Everybody thinks you live the perfect life." I also thought I was making it through life smoothly but no, I get problems and heartaches as well. I'm still HUMAN after all.

I just wish that there's at least some people left who loves me. :[

♥
~ Saving the World before doing homework.
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